the sky has never felt so heavy
To think that this day has come has left me in a frenzy.
So many questions spinning through and through
So many tears falling down.
To fail would have been better than this win that has left me at a loss.
Because now my knees are weak and trembling... They feel heavy
My eyes are faint and flat
This head and body has grown smaller in size
I did not realize the world is so vast
I did not realize that time moves so fast
How can I possibly stay stead fast???!
When my feet have been thrust?
This loss has left me so void full and empty
Please, lord save me.
I cannot bring myself to walk up that hill.
There's too much fog in my eyes to actually even see a sign to heal.
How could I have not gotten a chance at all??
I feel like a fool
I am too weak, please care for me.
I have lost a father please explain this to my mother.
How could clouds fall and feel this heavy??!
I thought I was better at soaring through the sky,
How could you possibly tell me now that I am nothing but a mere lizard!!!!
How could now only let me know I've been watering plants made out of plastic?
I do not know....
I have never felt this b4...
They told me all the towers in my world are sinking
Everything feels like it was in vain, what could I now possibly gain??
Body's always cold and shaking, it's constantly aching why are all the clocks in the house stuck at 5:58pm???
Muffled noises in the house felt like screams only I could hear
I'm burning, I cannot learn.
All these faces have me looking at the floor, I'm sorry I cannot face this at all.
I wish you could come back, I'd love to tell you more.
I cannot face the sun,I cannot feel anymore.
Rest in peace, I hope you never cried at the end at all.
I never got to know you but I hope everyone that knows you has a good story tell.
Because I surely have nothing to say at all.
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As It Was B4 But Now.
PoetryAs it was b4 but now is Tasha Cindy Kunda's second poetry collection wrapped in with a few stories. Expressing herself as she heals and grows from situations and expresses herself in the perspective of her own eyes and others. This poetry collectio...
