Never managed to maintain contact but I've always aged with you living rent free in my mind.
Ever seen a more complicated romcom like ours?
Never seen anyone rock holes better than you do, never seen skin so good in the sunlight like yours.
Never looked into eyes the way I have with yours.
Made so flawlessly just to destroy me and put me in a daze, I won't write you love letters anymore because you lost all the ones I wrote for you in the 4th grade.
Now we're here living different lives...why are we still in the same space?
You just love to see it?
girl with daddy issues who can't tell real from fake and a boy with mummy issues just trying to pass time.
But it always helps to ease that bad, bad itch at the back of my neck when you tickle my fingers like you love me, when you bump into me at the mall like I'm your buddy, when you tell me about girls you want to fuck when you're feeling bubbly.
More mesmerized when I see you in cargos looking at me like you love me!?
Why do you do that?
Take me to the movies to bring all your friends and manipulate me?!
A fallacy!?
Never even existed in the first place did you!?
I just met some new friends one of them dresses just like you but they can never be my favorite narcissist like you.
Look at yourself in the mirror like,"who's that" because you look like gum drop candy and you feel like marshmallows and you probably taste like gummy bears...I'd never know.
Let's make more mistakes to make me feel like more of a mistake for you, ask me anything and I'll give it to you thinking I've bought you then you go spend it on that one girl who thinks the earth is flat.
You're a bad idea, this happened at a bad time.
Hope one day we can laugh....Or maybe one day we can remember how all this meant nothing to you and everything to me.
I'll tell you all about the way I felt with my chest and I'll let you know how no one owes you shit and I hope that will mean something to you.
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As It Was B4 But Now.
PoetryAs it was b4 but now is Tasha Cindy Kunda's second poetry collection wrapped in with a few stories. Expressing herself as she heals and grows from situations and expresses herself in the perspective of her own eyes and others. This poetry collectio...
