As It Was B4 But Now.

For all that could have been but what is.
Burnt all sorts of bridges because we know we can swim and float.
Filled with pain and joy but decided to not let it take control.
Calm and composed I am all that dream of and more.
Tolerance 0% but that's cause I can't let you make me lose a percentage of what could have been a percentage in my pockets.
Focused, I'm in control.
Pray to the lord he hears and takes control.
All that toxicity and narcissism, kindly take it out the door.
For we have felt it all, at some point we lost it all.
Unfazed and unmoved, firmly standing on my law.
The confusion and the hate was strong but we warned you we'd break the mold.
For all those breakdowns, for every connection and for all the connections we had that never connected.
Telling stories of what was b4, so much hurt, so much was faint.
Could never really articulate anything, it felt like we were late.
Scary and full of nightmares, we don't like it there but we learnt from there.
But now, we realize there's care.
There is love.
There is hope.
It was for all of us to get here.
Though we may still cry tears...I know for a fact that the universe brought us here.
Courageous with no fear!
Passing chips and getting out of here.
For now we understand our fractions
Did the math and ate up every single fraction.
Honored and well deserved, a prize of my own is the healing that took place in my chest.
Not every single day will make sense but when you begin to see that what may seem heavy now will not hold as much weight and you'll put it all to rest with grace.
What ever was, is to make you what you have become now.
Be proud of that, and look forward to whatever you may see when you climb up your tower.
And look to the future, I'm assured you'll bloom like a flower.