Hamilton One shots

Confess(Jeffmads- fluff?Angst? IDK)

pov. James Madison

I had been crying again. Thomas's girlfriend had just broken up with him. It had been his 5th girlfriend this year. None of them even deserved a man like Thomas no one would ever deserve Thomas. He was perfect I had admired him for years in seventh grade I had developed feelings for him.It was now our senior year and I had still never told him, I never dated, never flirted, I only wanted Thomas in my life, not anyone else.Why couldn't he just look my way and see how much I longed for him, how much I loved him, I knew I could treat him better than any of those girls could.Why couldn't he love me almost half as much as I loved him.My phone rang and I saw Tommy as the contacts. When I picked up, Thomas responded he sounded like he had been crying and asked me to come over to his place. 

I drove myself over before being greeted at the door by a very upset Thomas, His eyes were red and puffy and his face had tear stains. almost the minute I walked through the door he did something unexpected. He suddenly picked me up in his arms bridal style. I was surprised and put both of my hands to his chest clinging onto his shirt and pressing my head to his chest. I knew I shouldn't, I knew he just broke up with someone, But I just wanted to be his, even if just for these few couple of minutes.He brought me to his room and sat down on his bed with me still in his arms.I would never tell him but I longed for this moment for years.He laid back on his with a heavy sigh his arms still around me causing me to fall onto his chest still tightly clinging to him.

"you know Jemmy" He said looking up at the ceiling with a look of longing in his eyes.

"do you ever wish time could stop and some moments could last forever" He whispered softly rubbing my back a little with his hand.  I nodded my head still pressed to the warmth of his chest. He was probably thinking of a moment with his now ex-girlfriend, he would never want a life with me.He began to slowly get up and to my dismay I had to let go him before moving off his chest and sitting next to him.

"Jemmy...I have something to tell you" He said with a slight sigh while staring at the ground.

"Thomas?" I asked staring into his perfect dark almond eyes.

"Well I didn't want to ruin anything between us, And I tried to hide in all the ways I could, I tried to convince myself my feeling weren't real and it was just thoughts, But I held this for so long and I- I" he didn't finish his sentence seeming at a loss for words. What did he want to say, did he not want to be friends anymore, did he hate me, did I do something wrong, did- my thoughts all seemed to freeze in my head as he softly placed one warm hand on my cheek . his thumb under my chin, making me look up at him as he gazed into my eyes.

"I love you, James" He said softly still looking into my eyes. I removed his hand from my face, his face dropped but before he could turn away I wrapped both arms around his neck and pressed our lips together. His eyes went wide with shock before they closed and his arms found their way to my waist wrapping around it. His fluffy soft lips seemed to fit perfectly with mine, they tasted of vanilla and faint coconut. We seemed to move in perfect sync with each other.  It could never cross my mind how any girl could leave him ever. after what felt like a lifetime we pulled away for air.

"I love you too, Thomas" I said locking eyes with him, before he leaned in for another kiss.