1) Other side of coin

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Wei Wuxian died most gruesome way in front of huge crowd of cultivator. He order his corpse solider to devour him alive so nothing left of Himself in the end. He felt every moment as ghoul and corpses chewed him alive, he saw horrified still a satisfied look on Sect Leader Jiang, his former brother Jiang Wanyin. A disappointed yet relief washed over sect leader Lan, Zewu-Jun, beloved elder brother of Hanguang Jun, Lan Xichen. Sect Leader Nie shouting over something with Jin Guangyao his sworn brother, Nie Huaisang, his only loyal friend who still help him when whole cultivation world turn against him is trembling in silent cry and hiding behind his self decorated fan. His so called archenemy Lan Zhan, Lan Wangji, Hanguang Jun is nowhere to be found. He can feel that his soul brother Wen Ning is not burn to death as he still can feel him. He try to go outside of Burial Mounds but for unknown reason he cannot.

A full day pass away, countless cultivator some small fly like robbers come and go in burial mounds. His beloved home destroyed, they destroyed his most beautiful and peaceful lotus pond. They turn upside down his demon subduing cave. He just sit on his rock bed and watch finally at dusk everyone left as Burial Mounds come to life in absence of it's master. Wei Wuxian closed his eyes, finally some peace but it also didn't last as he feel a familiar arua, Lan Zhan is here, isn't it too late, he laugh at himself, as he faintly remember lan wangji tell him he loves him, ha ha resentment energy play with his mind until the end. Still he felt happy to see him at least but his smile faded as he saw, lan wangji frantically searching something every corner in burial mounds and his back is bleeding.

He found his mother's red ribbon now it's more like black sand colour and finally he found a-yuan in tree trunk it's too late, he died in thirst, hunger and gasp of breathe as they brunt down nearest hut beside the tree. Wei Wuxian still felt gratitude as lan wangji at least he remember him and his son was so fond of him. But to his horror lan wangji start to cry in pain and let out an earth shattering hollow scream, then he laid on the ground motionless. Wei Wuxian don't know what to do, he never saw lan wangji like that not even when his brother go missing, home burn down and father died. Suddenly he felt a pull as he got a forced empathy on lan wangji. His head start to get muddled with lan wangji's memory as his soul is too weak to resist.

He saw lan wangji as a small baby and a beautiful women playing in gentian flower garden with a small bunny printed Rutte drum. He swore he saw that toy before, just don't know where. Then lan wangji is kneeling outside a closed door a name plate indicate that it's Jingshi, then lan wangji fall unconscious. When he woke up again he saw himself in Yilling market and a street boy who is playing with straw doll. Wei wuxian frozen on the spot, that street boy is none other than himself and lan wangji was that Angel who saved him from death in hunger that day and given him his only toy he left from his mother. Wei Wuxian come back his sence when he fast time saw Lan Wangji smile when he walk away.

Wei Wuxian saw lan wangji got punishment day after day still he stubbornly wanted to kneel in front of Jingshi or give him that House which serve as a prison for his mother. Finally lan qiren agreed and that night lan wangji smile again and fall asleep. Then he saw himself in lan wangji's eyes, most handsome man he ever saw in his life with sun shine smile under the full moon. His eyes struck on the intruders Cherry red lips, when a drop of wine roll down from his neck he felt intense desire to lick it with his own tongue. He glup down his own saliva felt very Unsteady and his ear turn red as he blushed. Wei ying Skip a heart bit, is this how lan zhan saw me that night! I also felt the same wait he was shy! Holy cow! He blushed with his ear! That the fuck! How could i miss this! After they exchange some moves, lan wangji's hand trembled, fast time he find someone who can take his hit on head on as even his brother could not handle his head on Bichen Sword glare, this intruder is his equal. Before he say anything his shameless comments make him speechless. His heart start to bit too fast and his throat felt dry all he can say is 'shameless!'. Wei Wuxian brust out laughter as he final realised that he wasn't trembling in anger rather than surprised and shy.

Wei Wuxian saw themself in library fighting with notes as he is silenced by infamous silence spell. He made a face as he remember his suffering but he frozen again on the spot when lan zhan closed his eyes. Now wei ying's both hands are tied up with lan forehead ribbon above his head and someone holding his hand with a firm grip, he is screaming but didn't trying to escape now he saw the culprit, it's none other than lan wangji and both of them are naked laying on floor inside library and they are having a rough make out session. Wei Wuxian scream nooo! This never happened! This empathy is muddled with resentment energy! Nooo! Two man cannot do that! And why is he bottom nooo! I am straight like pole, i should be top noo! It's all false! then lan wangji open his eyes again and they are as usual fighting with notes as lan wangji said 'boring'.

Wei Ying's eyes widened and his brain short circuited, what!!! You dam pervert!!! You were fucking me in your mind that time and have face to tell me, boring, ridiculous! You absolute shameless still call me shameless! Fight over porn book like a monk when you were burning with lust! He calm down when he saw lan wangji collect all notes and drowning thrown everywhere and put them in his long sleeve. At night he carefully straight all the drowning and notes then read over and over a ghost smile adore his face as he fall asleep. This going on and he start to get wet dream with wei ying's and sock in cold spring hours after hours to calm himself. Finally the day come as wei wuxian prank with porn book, but all lan wangji saw was themself instead of those naked figure. He couldn't control himself and shout at wei wuxian.

Wei Wuxian instantly forget what happened before, as he saw lan zhan is burning with jealousy when wei ying is flirting with random women a thought run in his mind, 'am i not good enough for wei ying!' lan wangji was truly happy when wei ying give him attention but he drug him down and got punished. Now they are struck in cold cave wei wuxian ask for his forehead ribbon. Now wei wuxian also give extra attention to learn what gigantic secret his forehead ribbon holds. Lan wangji's heart skip a bit then start to bit faster, wei ying you copied rules hundreds of time, how can you ask for my forehead ribbon, so he ask if he is sure?

Wei Wuxian : "yes! I am absolutely sure!"

Okay then don't blame me later, you know handover forehead ribbon means engagement and you ask yourself binding forehead ribbon is fast step of marriage rituals. But to his horror wei ying's go one step ahead and bow with him to his ancestor and got married. He felt in cloud nine as ancestors Lan Yi bless them and said,
'You have choosen well.'

Now wei wuxian felt like strike by thunder, he really forget about lan forehead ribbon though he know the rules, he misunderstood when lan zhan asked if he was sure, he thought it's about how to prevent the chord assassination technique. He never realised what Lan Yi truely meant by her blessing he thought It's about their success on mission. Now it's all make sence why lan zhan was so mad when he return his forehead ribbon after pulling it out.

When they come out the cold cave at night lan wangji lay on his bed awake, he expect at least wei ying will talk to him about their marriage but when he didn't say anything and untie his ribbon his heart crushed but maybe it's for the best. When wei ying give him two rabbit without knowing its his favourite, he could not help but fall for him more. He wish he same on spring festival. Wei ying got expelled and his boing life lost it's sun again. They go hunt Yin Iron and he felt blessed as wei ying hold his hand and care for him. His all hope again crushed when in Qishan wei ying pull out his forehead ribbon again in public and return it. How can he do that to me! Even he do that then why would he return it? Did he forget that ribbon rightfully belongs to him, he is his husband. But no he has to level him as a friend.

Wei Wuxian felt very hurt as his mind muddled with lan wangji's memory. He felt that wei wuxian is very heartless.

Now he saw cloud research is burning but all he got to see is how dashing lan wangji is when he fight like some Guardian Angel. Finally he witnessed sect leader of moling su, su she, su menshen is that traitor who give up the hiding location that forced lan wangji to give up his Yin Iron and Wen solider broke his leg in Wen Xu's order. Wei wuxian boil in rage, anger and pain. He don't know where it's come from Himself or from lan wangji. He saw how lan wangji avoid wei ying to save him from unnecessary punishment in Qishan. When they got struck in underground cave, evident worry in his eyes and fear in his heart then enormous jealousy when wei ying got burn for Mianmian. Madness when wei ying said if he like Mianmian when he is still holding his forehead ribbon so he bite him and said whatever his mind supply on this moment. They fight to death with Xuanwu and finally he hear the name of that soft shooting melody lan zhan sang for him.

'Wangxian'

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