Wasting my time
Taking my meds late
Crying session
then a workout and coffee
Listening to siiickbrain
Not allowed to scream
Cathartic release
Twenty wasting away
The sun shines every day
all over my delays
Get your work done
but I'm paralyzed
Fetal position
Dry sobbing
I failed so early
More coffee, more crying
Wasting my time
Swallow sertraline
Feeling more normalcy
Still under the weather
but more stable
Trying not to waste time
when I know
people playing in the sunshine
but I want real peace
not a sunburn and lies
