𝐓𝐇𝐄 𝐑𝐄𝐃 𝐓𝐇𝐄𝐀𝐓𝐑𝐄 || 𝐉𝐉𝐊

Muse 16.

Y/n's pov:

"Lights!"

The spotlight's on me.

"Camera!"

The swarms of cameras capturing me.

"Action!"

And i need to act my fucking best.

I swing my arms as i slender my eyes to the eye if the camera in front of and stride towards it,moving like i was moving in the wind,light and flowy. I twirl around to look back into the cameras with spiking a gentle smirk and tangling my hands into my hair,sliding them down to my face and i dance and twirl around,freely.

The filming devices and the staff directing me from behind to act like the wind was carrying me away with it and i do it exactly,acting like a floral girl,dancing and twirling with pure ecstasy,bending down to pluck the flowers or to run through the flowery field.

Throwing myself between them,i laugh out loud as the camera records my from above and i glance towards it until i hear the director yell cut.

"Welldone! That was a great performance y/n!"i sigh,getting up and looking at the flowers stuck in my hairs. They're so ugly. My hatred showing on my face as i try to stand up but the pain in my feet kill me to it and i just stay there,massaging them from above the shoes.

Guess i need to take more high potency painkillers today. A hand in front if me makes me look at it,before looking uowards to see Lori,smiling widely.

"You were amazing as always,Love"i take it and stand up,putting my hands onto his chest to gain support and he just stays there at his place firm,giving me my time to adjust to the aching pain.

"Tell me,what do i need to do to make you go the Doctor? Should i beg on my knees? Or should i just scoop you in my arns and take you to him without listening to a single word from you?"i looks at his face,who was already staring at me,lovingly.

"I'll go,i promise"to just shut him up for now and he completely understands that. "Could you please pick out the flowers from my hair,they're annoying"he chuckles and gets to work,doing what i had told him.

"Flowers suit you,you know?"i chuckle. "Well,thanks"i wasn't very ecstatic about these compliments,they weren't very special to me at all. "Look at me"lori's sudden call makes me look up and as i do,he tucks a flower behind my ear and clicks a photo of me,wothout even giving me a secind to comprehend everything.

"Really Lori?"he shows me the photo,smiling like he had seen heavrn. "Aren't you just gorgeous,Love? I'm setting it as my wallpaper"i stare at my face in the picture,running my eyes through it.

Look at yourself y/n. You're just fucking ugly,my god. The enlarged pored,the freckles,patchy lips,frizzy hair,acne that's been hidden by concealer and makeuo yet it screams out.

How could you think you're beautiful ehen your feet and rotten and your face is ugly as hell? You may show people how confident you are but what are you actually? Nothing suits you. At all.

I walk back to my car,ready to go to the other location for the leftover ad shoot and ot was where she had to do salsa dancing,and ther bloody nail had occupied her mind. "I think imma have to just cut my feet off"sarcasm,yet it sounded true.

We arrive at the second location with only in a few times span and i had to change my outfit and makeup. It was a windy day and i had to shoot right in the middle of the city which kind of made me anxious though i knew it wasn't anything new for me.