he likes me, he likes me not

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He's so cold
Yet so warm

He's so distant
Yet so close

He's so mean
Yet so kind

I know he cares for me
I know he talks about me to his friends
Because they told me so
I know for a fact that he wants me

But i am so afraid
Afraid he'll reject me
Afraid he'll laugh at me
Afraid he'll say no

This forbidden love story
It keeps me going
It's exciting for me

At the same time
It haunts me
He haunts me
He haunts my dreams
My thoughts
My whole being

He is there in every step of the way
Even when he's not actually here

But i wonder
Will my mistake be confessing my feelings ?
Or will it be never addressing them.

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