i try to like this new guy
but something in me is saying it's not right.
it's not right for me to be with him,
not in the way he'd most likely want.
he is so sweet and charming
but far too perfect for me.
my heart is saying
"he's meant to be my friend"
and my head is saying
"darling, just give him a chance".
i'm fighting with my demons
and the anxiety swirling around inside me.
i don't want to hurt him...
but i'm afraid i already have.
he wants to see me tomorrow
but i'm dreading the thought
because i know he wants to kiss again,
i don't think we should.
one kiss and he said
i made him lose his mind.
what have i done
and what do i do now?
YOU ARE READING
The Night The Stars Went Out
Poetrya book of poetry about love and the grieving of losing that love. i am writing this as i learn to heal through the breakup and heartbreak of losing the one person i loved. this is a book of vulnerability, sadness but also strength. you are heard, yo...
