My Love Is A Star 내 유명한 사람이다

Chapter 20: Is It Time To Say Goodbye Jungkook?

"Aish why can't I understand law immediately? It contains very deep words and I should have always a dictionary beside me and man, a professor said it is in Old English so sometimes it is quite difficult to comprehend it. I really need motivation, I need this to be easier. So I opened the internet and searched for the tips and I had to study the reviewers instead of hitting the books.

"Omo."

Lee Dongwook and Yoo Inna are going to have a drama. I repeat, they are going to have a drama! I really loved this couple in Goblin so much, I can see much more chemistry than the main leads. Sorry. And they look good together. Why. I'm gonna watch this. so instead of searching for more reviewers, I opted to search for articles and videos for the upcoming drama. I really ship them. And to my discovery, Grimmy will be a lawyer and Sunny will be an actress turned to secretary. Wae. Sounds familiar eh? Anyway, I should watch this. Like from the most fresh episode hahahah. It will be motivating me to study law.

So that's it. I was always updated with the teasers and until the pilot episode came. Lee Dongwook is playing as an elite lawyer who always wins his cases and that amazes me so much. He looks so cool in the trial court, and so cool, and so handsome, and so competitive, and did not lose his cool, and he's so relaxed, and he's so smart, and he's so perfect. Waaaah, an oppa figure. I like his character very much. I also like his being Grim Reaper because he is just perfectly clueless, very cute to watch while Sunny is very assertive. They much perfectly. Sunny is playing as an actress here who pleads for a role she wants to the writer herself but she is known for her bad acting so the writer asked her that she would work in a law firm for three months, that's always the time frame I notice in K-dramas, hahaha. The CEO puts her as a secretary for Kwon Jungrok, yes that's the name of Dongwook, Jungrok and Inna is Yoonseo. Quite perfect my goodness. Why. But I noticed something is not good, their first meeting. It's quite familiar. Jungrok doesn't care who is Yoonseo, when in fact she is so famous and yet he doesn't know her. He even searched her over the Internet. Nevertheless, I will watch this drama because of the leads hahaha, and I know that I will learn something about the law, quite exciting, right?

This is a romcom and I find it hilarious and it always makes me smile seeing them both in the same screen. I hope they will date after the project or even get married, they are at the age now but what I see it's kind of hard because Lee Dongwook's ex-girlfriend is Suzy which is a bestfriend of Inna together with IU. They look so good together and the chemistry just overflows.

As the episodes and weeks pass by, I slowly realized that Kwon Jungrok seems to be the man I wanted. The perfect version of my ideal type. He's smart, competitive, independent, mysterious, workaholic, cool, brainy, top performing, don't express his emotions well but actually a sensitive one, seem to be cold but inside very caring, don't smile. Those kind of things. Of course, has great knowledge in law which he uses in his advantage, well-off in life, has sense of justice, logical. He's so handsome too. Kwon Jungrok is an overall package. I don't know, I like him very much, he's so very perfect for me that I always have a hard time sleeping at night thinking of him and how amazing he is. He can't get off my mind every now and then because I cannot do anything about it. There was a time that I was not able to study for our law exams because he is constantly popping on my mind and even if I opened the books, it will remind me of him, he's a lawyer. Sometimes when I read the text, I can even hear his voice lecturing to me the law. Fortunately, I was able to ace the exam, though with little study, I don't know. There was a scene that he taught law to Jinsim, that's what he calls Yoonseo omo. Yoonseo is so lucky and he even pointed articles which seems like a real law class for Jinsim. Jinsim is already imagining a campus date and I can't blame her for doing so because Atty. Kwon is just perfect.

I won't cover my feelings anymore. To be honest, everytime I see Jungkook, I lost my feels. No matter how handsome he looks in the picture, no matter how cute his gestures were, the videos I watched in the past that makes me cringe, all of them now seems to be a void contract, no effect. I don't know. In the past, seeing Jungkook makes me happy and motivated and now, all of a sudden he seemed to be so strange. When I see articles about him, I can just bear to skip reading it unlike in the past that I will even save it so I won't forget to read it. They will be having an upcoming album this Spring but it seems I don't care. Maybe I'll just check and select for songs that I may like because I know that Bangtan makes high quality music for everyone. Is this a stage of being a fangirl or I perfectly lost my interest? I even said that I will marry Jungkook, but to be honest, I'm not sure if we'll have even a chance to end up with each other or even just meet and see him. The group is bigtime worldwide now unlike when I first became a fan. Let us be realistic then. It is not even easy to get a concert ticket, what more dating a K-pop star who is fully loaded on their schedule. And it feels I met someone who I think, exceeded my standards with Jungkook. One funny thing is that they almost sound the same, Jungrok and Jungkook but the difference is that Jungrok is just a fictional character. Why is this? At this point, I can't say about marrying Jungrok hahaha because I was so used with Jungkook. It's weird. Sometimes, when I typed in Jungkook, I always get to press Jungrok for no reason and realize that I did a mistake or sometimes the other way around.

I actually love Jungrok and Jinsim falling for each other and each episode makes me laugh and cringe because Jungrok is just so being himself but he makes me swoon. He's not even trying but his mere existence is happiness and he's so manly with Jinsim. Although he has difficulty showing his emotions, like what Jungkook say as himself always, he always finds ways to be able to get through it, using his powerful brain but I know that the drive comes from his emotions and you will fall more for him if he shows his emotional side which rarely happens just like he was watching the past commercials of Jinsim and he unconsciously mirrors her with extreme adoration which I found too cute. I don't know. I like those. You are so lucky, Jinsim.

Plus, the OSTs are so catchy and perfect for the drama and adds to the feels. I can still remember the scene, " I didn't dodge you anymore" and Chen's Make It Count starts playing. I just cannot, it is so well made.

"Is it time to say goodbye Jungkook?"

Even in my dreams, I see Grim Reaper and Sunny and I'm also in that Dalkomm café but just in the corner, watching them. I also got two pimples. Eish? Seriously?

Now I'm thinking of deleting everything Jungkook and Bangtan related in my phone but I just can't do it. It seems that I can free a lot of memory space but seriously. It's hard, they had already became a part of me.

But thanks to Kwon Jungrok, I am always motivated to study and absorb law now because of him. I want to be great as him who always knows how to defend his clients using the perfect words that he can use the least. And did I forgot to say that he became more appealing because he was like Sherlock Holmes? In one of his most controversial cases, the Park Su Myeong case, he looks into the piles of papers in his desk and seeing the pictures and evidences presented, he was not convinced well. So he told Jinsim that he would go to the crime scene to gather more evidence, and that's basically a characteristic of Holmes. I don't know, I adore him so much. Why is he so perfect, I still don't find anything ill about him.