A/N: Penelope's POV unless said otherwise!
Just seconds ago, I was in the main entrance hall and watched Eckles shield Ivonne. It was just minutes ago that I had slapped him and now what? I was send back to my room. How was I feeling? Was this really a question that needed to be answered? My father didn't come for me, my brothers left me as well and I was the only one left in my own room. I felt horrible but as much as I felt betrayed I felt this deep anger within me. This was crazy! HOW did everything turn out like this! It had to be a bad joke!
Once in my room, I started pacing back and forth since I couldn't understand how this happened and then it happened.... before I knew it, I grabbed the first vase in my room and threw it against the door.
Me: FUCKING LUNATICS!
Up till this point, I had never actually shown my disatisfaction or voice anything at all. I tried to change things up but nothing worked and now? Now I was fucking stuck in this story where my end was coming closer and cloer.
THIS IS INSANE!
I thought he liked me!
I worked soo hard!
I.... was I ever truly in love with him?
No... I am not in love with anyone.... why does it bother me then.....
I was a bit speechless since I didn't know what it was that was driving me this insane and this angry? Was it because no one came after me while I thought that my family care for me a bit? Or was it that I truly hoped for Eckless to actually love me and he had just done the opposit and doomed me? Who cares! What happened happened and I was all alone! This was the sad reality!
What did I even think?
That he would love me?
THIS IS A FUCKING GAME FOR MY LIFE!
I need to find a different way out of here!
I can't trust my brothers nor that slave!
Ever since I was stuck in this game, I had placed high hopes on Eckless but it seemed that this was the wrong decision. Now was the question what I would do next. My choise was definitelly easy back then. I saw Eckless and felt that our position were quite close and could relate to him but not anymore. Now I just wanted to escape.
Thinking about escaping, made me all of the sudden hear Callistos offer in my head once again...
Maybe I should accept his offer.... He was right that there would be mutual benefit between us. Plus I don't care about love.... He doesn't have to love me as long as I can be safe.... on second thought... I will never be safe if he doesn't love me... but am I confident in truning his believes around?
Can I enchant him?
Could I really do that?
.... Winter is also ... no he is not!
That motherfucker dared to test me on that shitty island!
I really should stop throwing a fit but for some reasons breaking things was the best way to vent my anger and so I had the next thing in my hand which I threw against the next wall. It was of course close to the door since I had enough of everything and certainly didn't wanted anyone to come inside. One iteem after another flew at that wall and at that door until I felt out of energy and decided to slumb on the floor laying there looking up at the ceiling.
Me: .... this might be crazy....
I really must be crazy that I am reconsidering what he had said....
But living like a princess?
Being treated better than here?
It would be truly nice to actually witness this.... I can also get him not to meet Ivonne too!
I just need to shift the place...
What if I can move in with him?
Perhapse.... perhapse I can save myself...
Of course I will never ever fall in love with that arrogan hot prick!
This was my believe for now and as much as I thought that everything that I was considering from here on out was crazy, it was at least a plan and it was the only thing that kept me going. Who knows what I would actually do instead when there was nothing more to do at all. Yes, I valued life... but at the same time... I was certainly not hanging onto a live which would make me suffer for sure. Still... I was determind to find a way out of this and if that meant faking my own death to escape this hell hole.
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FanfictionI don't care about love! I don't care aobut anyone anymore! They have all just played with me and deceived me.... they broke my heart......they have betrayed me. After Eckless brought Ivonne back, there was just thing on my mind.... Callisto. He had...