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* hey guys imma be using the song south if the border and changing a few lyrics*

Elliot's POV:

After a few days I was staring to put more music up on YouTube. I'm writing a song called  SOUTH OF THE BORDER it's about being in love and as I was writing it I was thinking of Lauren.

"Hey guys what's up it's ya fave Elliot and I have my best friend Noa  here and she is gonna help me sing this song for you,how are we all today anyway getting to the Video I'm gonna sing a song for you all called south of the border here we go":

(You)
She got the, mmm, green  eyes, caramel thighs
Long hair, no wedding ring, hey
I saw you lookin' from across the way
And now I really wanna know your name
She got the, mmm, white dress, but when she's wearin' less Man, you know that she drives me crazy The, mmm, green eyes, beautiful smile
You know I love watching you do your thing

You started to smile as you sang and played the guitar.

(You)
I love her hips, curves, lips say the words
Te amo, mami, ah, te amo, mami
I kiss her, this love is like a dream

You look at Noa making a signal to let her know to get ready.

(You)
So join me in this bed that I'm in
Push up on me and sweat, darling
So I'm gonna put my time in
I won't stop until the angels sing
Jump in that water, be free
Come south of the border with me
Jump in that water, be free
Come south of the border with me
Jump in that water, be free
Come south of the border with me
Jump in that water, be free
Come south of the border with me
Come south of the border, border
Come south of the border with me
Come south of the border, border
Come south of the border with me

(Noa)
He got that, mmm, blue eyes, givin' me signs
That he really wants to know my name, hey
I saw you lookin' from across the way
And suddenly, I'm glad I came, ay!
Ven para acá quiero bailar, toma mi mano
Quiero sentir tu cuerpo en mi, estás temblando
Mmm, blue eyes, takin' your time
Now we know we'll never be the same

You both laughed as you realised you're describing each other. you keep  strumming the guitar while gazing in her eyes.

(Noa)
I love his lips 'cause he says the words
Te amo, mami, ah, te amo, mami
Don't wake up, this love is like a dream

(Both)
So join me in this bed that I'm in
Push up on me and sweat, darling
So I'm gonna put my time in (Time in)
I won't stop until the angels sing
Jump in that water, be free
Come south of the border with me
Jump in that water, be free
Come south of the border with me
Jump in that water, be free
Come south of the border with me
Jump in that water, be free
Come south of the border with me
Come south of the border, border
Come south of the border with me
Come south of the border, border
Come south of the border with me

We finished the song and in a daze Noa looked at me and kissed me it got really heated. I'm so glad I turned off the camera before she put her hand in my boxers and stroked me, I was a moaning mess when I stoped the kiss I looked on her eyes.

"You sure" I asked
"Yes I'm sure I want my best friend to be my first" she said looking in your eyes giving you the okay

Couple days later I wanted to upload again but the song was a little depressing showing what is been through with being intersex.

"Hey guys me again I've got a new song for you called happy"

I started playing the guitar as the backing track started playing

Dear God, please, hear me out
I know it's been a couple years
Since I've reached out and said hello
I bet You're wondering
Why I keep Obsessing on and stressing all the little things
When I should be
Living life and soaking up the memories

I know I've been selfish, I have
No excuse to give you, it's true
Hanging by a thread's how I live
I don't know why, but I feel more comfortable

As I was singing tears started to slide down my cheeks

Living in my agony, watching my self-esteem
Go up in flames, acting like I don't
Care what anyone else thinks, when I know truthfully
That that's the furthest thing from how I
Feel, but I'm too proud to open up and ask ya
To pick me up and pull me out this hole I'm trapped in
The truth is, I need help, but I just can't imagine who Who I'd be if I was happy

As I looked up I saw Noa looking intently at me

Yeah, been this way so long
It feels like something's off when I'm not depressed
I got some issues that I won't address
I got some baggage I ain't opened yet
I got some demons I should put to rest
I got some traumas that I can't forget
I got some phone calls I been avoiding
Some family members I don't really connect with
Some things I said I wish I would of not let slip
Some hurtful words that never should of left my lips
Some bridges burned, I'm not ready to rebuild yet
Some insecurities I haven't dealt with, yes

I'll be the first to admit that I'm a lonely soul
And the last to admit I need a hand to hold
Losing hope, headed down a dangerous road
Strange, I know, but I feel most at home when I'm
Living in my agony, watching my self-esteem
Go up in flames acting, like I don't
Care what anyone else thinks, when I know truthfully

That that's the furthest thing from how I
Feel, but I'm too proud to open up and ask ya
To pick me up and pull me out this hole I'm trapped in
The truth is, I need help, but I just can't imagine who
Who I'd be if I was happy
Don't know what's around the bend
Don't know what my future is
But I can't keep on living in

Living in my agony, watching my self-esteem
Go up in flames acting, like I don't
Care what anyone else thinks, when I know truthfully
That that's the furthest thing from how I
Feel, but I'm too proud to open up and ask ya
To pick me up and pull me out this hole I'm trapped in
The truth is, I need help, but I just can't imagine who
Who I'd be if I was happy
If I was happy
If I was happy

*hi guys ik it's a short chapter sorry for that it's alight at night when writing this *