love to hate me -shuhua's pov //sooshu

chapter 9

shuhua was drunk, and a lot

she had the feeling that she had exceeded her limit quite some time ago, her stomach was nauseated and her head was spinning

she placed a hand over her mouth, breathing and trying not to vomit

the music was vibrating at maximum power, hui's house was full of people

to tell the truth, she shouldn't have come, the others were probably looking at her aware that she had gone too far, sitting there in the corner of the living room on the second floor

she was on the sofa with her eyelids half closed, she was quite certain that the people she was talking to, certainly a long time ago, had abandoned the place next to her

she couldn't let herself sink onto the sofa because her stomach would convulse and her head would be completely foggy

she continued to place her hand over her mouth, her elbows pressed against her thighs as she observed the scene before her eyes

soojin was playing beer pong, she was smiling

her top was pulled up to show her stomach and the hem was tucked into the neckline making it almost like a bra

the hickey that shuhua had left near her navel was gone, as were all the other signs that showed that she had touched her, that she had felt her

they hadn't talked about the match, in fact, they hadn't talked at all

shuhua could still see soojin's shocked look when she approached her and pressed their lips together

shuhua laughed about it, it was just the impulse to celebrate a moment of victory, the other girls were also hugging and kissing - maybe not on the mouth, but no one seemed to care anyway

as for soojin, however, it seemed that in that moment her whole life had passed before her and shuhua felt the sudden urge to vomit at the girl's refusal

thinking about it now, she felt another wave of nausea rise

she closed her eyes, she had to find a bathroom as soon as possible

she heard a loud laugh

soojin

shuhua immediately opened her eyes, surrendering to the fact that her body was aching heavily for her

apparently soojin had won the beer pong round with yeji and they were cheering triumphantly

shuhua didn't even know if the girl was aware of her presence at that party and the fact that she was looking at her

she missed it, almost a week had passed, the match took place on sunday and five days had passed since then

she hadn't allowed herself to call or text her, on the other hand, she hadn't eben really tried to contact her

in the locker room, during training, they were always tense and afraid to look each other in the eyes, every day it got worse and worse

shuhua was sure of it, soojin understood that the brunette had feelings for her

it was clear, she remembered the awkward way they broke away from the kiss before returning to the game

shuhua wasn't even able to fully enjoy the victory because the worry of rejection had flooded her brain

she knew they would have to talk about it somehow, shuhua was glad she never told the girl how completely and desperately crazy she was about her

soojin was moving closer to the group of girls, now closer to her than before