Loving Every Second With U

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March 11, 2027

*Carter*

Ok, it's midnight and Im laying down on my bed.

I got home at six pm...somewhere around there. And just wanted to get to bed.

I was so tired, probably from all of the driving I did all of the way home.

And when I looked at the mirror when I got out of the shower. I cringed, I was at the beginning stage of a break out.

All because I didn't do my skin care for three whole days. I could've cared less about the at that time.

But now, I'm starting to regret not doing my skincare. Cuz, now there's the early signs of pimples forming on my face.

But you know what...I don't have the energy to care about that.

At the time, I thought I would've feel asleep after I took my shower and brushed my teeth.

But I didn't, which leads me to the present time.

I've been laying here in this bed. Waiting for sleep to take me away.

I'm very tired, but yet I couldn't sleep. Like something was preventing me from falling completely asleep.

So to pass the time, I began to scroll though social media to watch videos. Maybe to lull myself to sleep.

So far...no hope.

There just seemed to be no reason on why I couldn't sleep.

And it's not just that, there's also a feeling that making me feel so unsettled. Like I can't relax.

But I try to ignore it, and wait it out and to fall asleep. So I can get some rest for work tomorrow.

Five Hours Later

One half of me wants to go to work today. But the other half doesn't.

Even though I ended up falling asleep...it was late. Probably around the two or three am in the morning.

But although I got some sleep, it still wasn't enough.

Now here I am, sitting in my car. Which was parked in the office parking lot.

Way earlier than usual. Usually I get to work around eight o'clock. But right at this moment, it's six o'clock.

Damn, I'm here before Aaron. He gets here at before eight thirty.

So I have some time before he gets here.

So I'll just say hi to him when he gets in. But now, I wanna try and get some work done.

You know, to try and catch up on work I've missed yesterday.

I got out of my car. And walked over to where the entrance to the office was. I scanned my id on the reader. And the door opened, I walked inside.