we had the stars [tommyinnitxreader] (book 3/3)

alternate endings part 2

y/n pov, choice two 

I was on my way to break the news to the boys. I chose.. And I chose neither of them. I decided that I didn't want to hurt either boy, even though this would hurt them both. I was in my car, on my way to the place I asked them to meet me.

My phone started ringing so i picked it up, "hey little sister," i smiled, "hi clay, what's up?"
"Was just curious, who'd you choose?" I laughed, "in the end.. I couldn't actually choose.. I love them both too much to choose, so im on my way to tell them that as much as i love them both, i couldn't choose, so i wont, ever.. And they'll have to move on, because it's what's best.." he sighed, "well, im proud of you, you've grown up quite a bit y/n," i smiled, "i love you clay!!" he chuckled, "i love-"

I noticed a truck swerving towards me, I couldn't move out of the way quick enough and I was hit. My car flipped and tumbled into the grass beside the road. I was upside down. "y/n?" I coughed, "i- I just got hit.." my head was pounding, and the smell of gasoline flooded my nose, "y/n, get out of the-" everything went black.. I didn't hear what Clay said.

When I saw a light ahead of me I walked towards it, slowly. When I reached it the smell of gasoline came flooding back, but this time... I wasn't in the car. I was outside of it, on the other side of the road. And my car was on fire. I rushed over, to see myself. I was looking around and another person walked to the truck. He was rugged, and scared. "HEY!!" i shouted, they turned towards me, "uh- hello?" he said back, i walked to him, "what's your name?" I asked, he thought for a moment, "why should i tell you?" i was taken aback for a moment, "i don't know, i just- sorry, i'll tell you mine first, im y/n," i said, he looked me up and down, "im tyler," i looked into the truck, and sure enough, he was there too.

"Well... Tyler, I think we're... i think we're dead.." he nodded, "i think so too.." we looked around our crash scene.. No one was around.

Well

There were a few people.. People who were also dead. My parents. And someone I didn't recognize, but Tyler clearly did, "OLIVIA!" he shouted as he ran to her, "hi ty.." she said, wrapping him in a hug.. I smiled, "i- i thought i'd never see you again.." he said, crying now. "I know.." she looked at me, "hey.. Can I talk to you?" she said, letting go of tyler, i nodded and she walked over to me.. "Listen.. I'm so sorry about what happened.. He... He uhm.. He got drunk on his way home from my... from my funeral.." she whispered to me. I was taken aback, the only reason- the reason i was dead right now, was because... NO.. stop it. You knew how hard death was.. "It- it's okay, i understand.." I said.

I did understand. I just wish we didn't die. She walked back over to him. "Come on big brother, let's go.." I started to cry a little. Her older brother.. I looked to my parents, "hi mum, hi dad," they pulled me into a hug, "hi y/n.." my mum quietly said. We hugged for a while. I heard another car pull up. And after a few minutes I heard sirens.

They tried everything they could to bring both of us back, but nothing worked. We were both gone. I followed the ambulances to the hospital.

Eventually there were 3 people who barged into the room.

Clay
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Tommy

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And schlatt

I cried as I watched them scan over me, I wanted to scream, or slam things around.
But I couldn't...

I was dead..

We had the stars.. I walked away from the three people I loved, I couldn't bear to see them cry over me. I wanted nothing more than to be there, to hold them, to be alive. But i was dead...The end...