She's The One (A Niall Horan FanFic)

31: Apology?

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Chapter 31: Apology?

(NIALL'S POINT OF VIEW)

Now that Avery and I aren't together, I am not myself.

I'm never on twitter, Facebook, Instagram, or anywhere. I barely speak to the boys or people at all, and my eating has diminished majorly.

Who am I?

That's just it.. I don't know either.

She took everything that's me, from me. I don't have a piece of myself in me anymore.

At a concert yesterday, we were singing "More Than This" and this happened:

Harry sang his part: "'Cause I can love you more than this, Can love you more than this..."

And my part came:

"If I'm louder, would you see me?

Would you lay down

In my arms and rescue me?

'Cause we are the same

You save me,

When you leave it's gone again..."

But instead of that I sang, "if I'm louder, would you see me? Would you--" and the rest had slipped my mind. Everything just came up blank.

All of the boys stared at me and knew something was up, but I didn't tell a soul. Nobody knew, except if Avery told them.

Gosh, I could barely think her name, much less say it.

I just couldn't stand it anymore. I didn't even know why she broke us up. It just came like a curveball. She threw a fast one on me. Didn't even look to see it coming, then it hit me in the face.

I was a messed up, piece-of-shit without her in my life. No meaning for me to live. But something deep inside me pushed me through. Maybe it was the weird looks from the boys, or maybe it was the fans getting to me, or maybe it was my conscience saying that the break up was all just a big misunderstanding.

And I turned out right.

After about two weeks being apart, Avery came to see me. It was after a long, tiring concert, and we were all in hotel rooms getting ready for bed. Harry heard a knock on the door, so he let her in.

"Hey Aves! Here for Nialler?" Harry was especially energetic tonight.

"Um, yeah. Actually I am." She stared at the floor, looking nervous. Then over at Louis, for some odd reason. He smiled at her.

"He's in his room, love. Go on in, I guess."

Oh no, she was coming. All that time I was looking through the crack between my door. And now, she was almost to me.

She knocked almost silently and I opened it to see her face. Her big eyes staring at me, I sensed remorse and they looked apologetic. And a tiny bit sad.

"Um, I wanted to talk." Her voice was silent, and it soothed the mental cuts and pains.

"Uh, yeah sure, come on in." I opened the door more and she walked in. I sat on the bed and she was on the chair across from me.

"Well, I just wanted to say that, well, this being apart is cutting me apart. I'm not myself and I can't think straight, and my heart has two large holes in it. You have no idea how sorry I am for what I did to us, Niall. I love you, still, and I can't bear this distance. My reason for breaking up with you in the first place was because I thought we were moving too quickly, too fast. And for a while, I was right. But when you sprinted off, I realized that what I had done was completely and totally wrong. Even the world wasn't happy with me; It started pouring!" She paused and cleared her throat. "My point is, I am sorry for breaking up with you, and I don't want us to be apart. I'm stupid, I made a mistake, and we need to be together. We're like fate."

Those three words ate at me.

We're like fate.

Just then, an instant replay of everything that we had ever been through had gone through my mind at rocket speed: not speaking at first, spin the bottle, our first kiss, the muffins, the secret door, shopping, when I asked her out, our first date, our promise, asking her to come on tour with us, my photo bomb, dedicating the song to her, going out in the park, having a water fight, and the heated sessions. The replay stopped the day before she broke my heart.

Time for wise words from Niall Horan: "Avery. I don't know what to say. Every since I've known you, I have been completely smitten. I don't even know how anyone didn't snatch you up before. And yeah, this distance is killing me too. Everything we did and everything we will do have and will be great. That's because I love you. The whole world should be able to know it." I stopped for a second to gather my thoughts. Then I continued, "I understand why you did what you did. You were just scared. Scared of what was to come, scared of any sort of future. Scared of what would happen if we really did sleep together. And I understand that. I'm a little scared myself. I'm curious as to whether it will boost our relationship or tear it apart. But the only way to find out is to continue the relationship; not end it."

I could see her eyes starting to get glassy and full of tears. She was going to cry.

"Niall, you are completely and perfectly right. I love you and I want to be with you. Now, then, forever, always." A tear rolled down her cheek and I reached up and flicked it off.

I smiled a bit and leaned in to her. We kissed softly, our lips barely touching.

Then I heard a slapping sound outside the door. It sounded like a high-5 sound.

I broke from her and tip-toed over to the door. I opened it ever so slightly, and there sat the four boys, eavesdropping.

"Guys! What the hell?" They all stood up immediately and ran off in different directions. I rolled my eyes.

"Forget them, I'll beat them for it tomorrow." I smiled at Avery as I imagined what I would do to punish them.

"So were fixed? Back together?" She asked, hope filling her face.

I gave her a soft smile, and kissed her lips. "Yes." Was all I could say.

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