Arranged to Hate you. M.Y.G

The person I am.

Eunji's POV...

"I am Kim Eunji,
And I am not a disappointment."

"Atleast for myself I am not, and I don't give a damn if anyone else finds me a regret, a mistake or a tragedy."

I tell that to myself almost every day, every morning, every night and perhaps every moment i get the time alone, just me,isolated, with my thoughts.

To remind myself what I sometimes feel isn't a problem i have created, it is something that I have been given, as a good bye gift.

Maybe, atleast repeating a lie slowly makes it the truth.

I stirred the pan before flipping the bread in the air and landing it back on the pan, switching the stove off and giving a last glance at the watch, I take the tray that was full of the breakfast I made,with some juice poured into two glasses.

I found Chau in the living room so I set the tray on the centre table where we sat for several hours last night, infront of the sofa, on which now she was sitting on with her laptop on her lap.

When she saw me with food her eyes behind her glasses with black frame lit up, "Damn I am now really hungry at the sight of the food! I could eat a cow!" She mumble with stuffed up grilled cheese and bacon sandwich in her mouth, after setting the laptop aside, I took the device and found that she had been scrolling through YouTube, looking at the past carnival shows and competition of world tour participants.

"This would be too good you know!" She smiled finding me looking at the fireworks in the video with awe, those were some best times of the carnival I always wished to watch in real life and not just on a laptop like I was looking right now.

"We have prepared well, and maybe my hopes are getting higher, but we might get promoted after being successful at this. Huge ass deal!" She sighed and ran her hand through her hair, untangling her knots from her black and long hair.

"Only if we succeed getting approved after our presentation!" I said, slightly pulling back both our hopes from getting much higher.

"Only if we succeed, yeah." She nodded and gulped down the juice in maybe just three sips.After smacking her lips at the taste of it, she pulled back her laptop and started to search something, while I took a strawberry in my mouth and already feeling full.

I got up, to bring some papers that need to be in my portfolio.

"You have to eat Eunji-ah!" She pleaded, looking up from her laptop and I stiffened, "I know this is huge and your anxiety won't let you digest it well, but that's the point, you need to calm down and not make too big of a deal out of this." She told me, setting the device aside.

"I don't want to feel nausea hitting me while I present our work, and you know I will eat a hell lot if we succeed this meeting!" I tried cheering up.

"And if we don't?" She said with her eyes dead starring at me.

"You are so beautiful today." I withdrew my hand from her, and I giggled as strolled back to my room to get ready for the meeting we have in Gangam in a few hours,

My smile dropped as I came to realise a few things while getting into the room.

God I have been preparing for this from so long and I still haven't decided what outfit I should wear.

"Chauie-ahh!"

...

"No way.oh my god."

"Yes way."

"But-"

"Eunji, my darling, my baby, no ifs and no butts, because you told me to choose your outfit, i get to choose what you wear on your feet too." She set the loads of clothes we tried putting on me aside, and giving me another glance, head to toe.