False brightness rolls across
Your sun-starved skin,
Soaking it in, like a weak,
Parched, animal - desperate for warmth;
When that warmth finally comes
You're so starved of the sun,
Of any proper connection,
That you'll take anything that looks legit,
Only to be left in the dust -
Abandoned -
Like every other attempt
You've ever made
In getting close to someone;
Further inducing the loneliness
That's never really stopped threatening
To consume your soul -
A further reminder that darkness
Is your best friend -
And the only thing
You can properly count on in life
Is disappointment.
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Echoes of the Deep
PoetryA collection of poetry I've written over the years dealing with my journey through depression and self-harm. It's a mental health journey. (Also, I've Updated the cover! Final Edition) Trigger warning: lots of my writing is a bit dark - deals wit...