Existentialism gets snuck back in:
Overwhelming, seemingly unpredictable -
But it all leads to somewhere -
And from somewhere -
Depression,
Overthinking,
Confusion,
Lack of energy,
Culture,
All blend together
Into one existential mess,
Bringing old emotions
Back from their rest;
And maybe they're not as old
As you desperately want them to be -
The fact of the matter is
These emotions
You're trying convince yourself
Are gone
Only happened a few months ago -
Weeks even:
You can't leave an entire life behind
Because you're not in it anymore,
There will still be massive effects
Changing your life:
Effecting your world
Today, and tomorrow:
Based on what happened yesterday.
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Echoes of the Deep
PoesiaA collection of poetry I've written over the years dealing with my journey through depression and self-harm. It's a mental health journey. (Also, I've Updated the cover! Final Edition) Trigger warning: lots of my writing is a bit dark - deals wit...