To Everyone I've Hated

Woe Is Us!

How pathetic is the man that takes too long to surrender? This pathetic.

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Do I actually know anything, or am I fooling myself? are you really nothing more than my best friend?

No, that can't be. just the thought alone makes my heart hurt. You are my best friend, but you're so much more than that, too. You're the earth I walk on, the pillow that my hair falls on when I sleep, the water running down my back in the shower, and the vaseline on my lips. You're the harsh wind turning my cheeks red on walks, and the morning dew dripping from my fingertips and all the leaves around me. You're the blue of the blood in my veins before it's free, and I am the red pouring down your skin from oxygenized blood. You're the deepest, darkest parts of the ocean that no sunlight can possibly hit, and I am the diver enamored by you. You are every star in the sky that I've ever witnessed with my two eyes

The point is, you are beauty and you are life and you are also experience. I like to watch you sweep your hair back, I like your laugh echoing off every wall in my brain, I even like the way the sun hit your eyes and made them a warm and shiny brown at dinner tonight, too. Sometimes, I wish I could lend you my eyes and heart and show you just how lovely you truly are

I'm a very sentimental person already, but I swear to you, what we have is astronomical, beyond reason, beyond even mortality. I can garuntee that I've felt this way about you much longer than even the universe has been alive.

If this isn't love, I truly don't know what is. Maybe I do know a thing or two.