My Dream Life (Matt Sturniolo)

Chapter 10: See You Soon

"Hey kids, it's your mom, today I am getting ready for LA. OMGGGGG!!!! Anyways so, today is going to be crazy because, Sam and Gracie are also coming with me and I still haven't completely figured out the whole school situation. I honestly thought I would just call out for a few days until I'm back from LA but honestly I don't know." I grab the camera to show them disaster that my house had become over the past few days. "This is what we are working with" I then place the camera on my living room table " I don't want to be one of those who people who leaves their house a wreck before traveling but I'm going to be one of those people because, no one is coming over anyway and I'll be the one to clean it" I then grab the camera and walk towards the kitchen where I set up my camera against a cup " So I have no idea what I'm going to do in LA because, obviously" I get cut off by my phone ringing. I look at it to see Matt calling me but what was bad was I got it on camera. I quickly shut it off hoping it would be easy to edit out. "Hey Matthew" "Hey Little One, how's packing going?" "Good, I was vlogging" "Ohhh I'm sorry Little Bit I can call you later" "no your fine, I'll just edit you out" I say with a laugh. I hated having to be so careful. It makes me feel so bad when I have to edit him out. It makes me feel like I'm editing him out of my life, but if the fans knew, it would not end well. My biggest fear was telling my kids and Matt's fans. "One of these days we won't have to do this anymore" Matt said as I sighed hopping on the counter. "Hopefully, it's just getting harder Matt" "I know cub but sooner or later, we'll tell them, and it'll all be ok" I sat there as I listened to him and suddenly it hit me. I was going to LA and still trying to maintain my nursing career and YouTube. " Do you think I should maybe take a break from YouTube" I ask him as I bite my freshly red painted nail. "I mean, it'll probably relieve some stress. I know you have to be stressing right now" "I don't know, I feel like I'm pushing myself" "Cub don't worry Ok, whatever decision you make I'll love and support you for and I'm sure your fans will agree" "Yea I guess" " Alright Little one, Love you" "I love you Matthew" I say as I hop off the counter just to hear him sigh " Your Killing me Barrymore" "I think I can live with that" " When you get here, it's over" he says as I laugh " Huh, Bye lover" "Bye Cub" I smile as I hang up the phone. I turn to see my camera. Before thinking, I grabbed it and sat it on my coffee table. I took a breather as I pressed the record button.

Sophia Barrymore - See You Soon Kids 345k views.

" Hey kids, it's your mom. I wanted to start off and say I'll be leaving YouTube for a minute. I know it's crazy because I've never missed any weeks and I honestly never thought about making a video like this. I'm not quitting just there is a lot happening right now." I look at my feet as I try to find the right words to say. It's never easy to say your stepping away from something you enjoy. " I was talking to a close friend earlier and I sort of felt like I should probably step away. I'll be back, I promise. You guys can't run me off. I just feel like I need to do this move at my own pace and try to get there as fast as possible, so I don't interrupt everyone's life. I love you guys so much and I hope you guys understand. I love you all you so so so so so so so so so so much, I can't even express it properly. Bye children" I smile as I wave and blow a kiss. I sigh as I shut the camera off. I look down at Taffy as I stare at my messy environment. I'm lay down on the couch as I finally let myself take everything in. Not having the responsibility of posting was a load off. I can finally get this show on the road. I was ready to get everything together. I edit the video before finally uploading it making sure I didn't say anything or leak anything. The last thing I need is for the world to find out. I look to see that Matt had posted for the first time in a while. I wonder what he did to kill me this time. The bad part about being so far away is that I can't jump him after he does something he knows will destroy me but now, he can't run. 

Matthew.Sturniolo 

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Matthew.Sturniolo: Living lately

Comments:

Mattswife: What does that mean?

Mattgirl4life: Hes been different since the Orlando show

Nathandoe: Looking good man

Nicolassturniolo: Glowing 

Christophersturniolo: Bae 

Sophiaschild: ??????

I stared at the post but not because Matt looked hot which he did but mainly because, people were starting to notice and even though we didn't give them evidence I was still shaking. I scroll down to see a fan page. 

Sophiaschild

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Sophiaschild: So, as you guys know Sophia went to the triplets Orlando show and was called on stage and everyone couldn't help but realize how close and connected matt and Sophia seemed to be. As of late the two have been acting different. Sophia is currently taking a break to move to LA which is where Matt lives and Matt recently posted a pic on insta saying he's been living recently. Ik its crazy to assume this but I think there is something going on.

Comments:

Mattsgirl4life: Omgg yass for sure and how she said she talked to her "close friend"

Mattswife: I don't want to believe this lol

Sophiahearteyes: Crazy to think this but it could be real

Myloveissophiabarrymore: This is crazyyyy

I stood there completely confused by the post as I looked at it. I screenshotted it as I sent it to matt. I stood there putting my shaking hand near my mouth as I fell onto my bed. What am I going to do?