According to a website, I suffer high major depression, moderate dysthymia, high-moderate bipolar disorder, high cyclothymia, and very high seasonal affective disorder.
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Kay is catching on a little. She said one of my comments sounded "suicidal." I need to be more careful; I'm paranoid about going to the adults. I'm ashamed.
Mabel said I looked depressed yesterday. Good thing she thought I was tired.
Dylan looked thoughtful. What if he catches on and realizes my depression? He would tell his mom, and she would be disappointed.
I can't do anything right.
If I kill myself, I will hang myself. I could get saved any other way.
It's not like anybody would care.
