Summer Kiss

Admitting

Freen's pov

It's been exactly 3 days since Becky and i  made up. Everything was going smoothly and there was lots of sex. Lot means a lot. And it was amazing every time. The only concern is that she never actually let me have her.

It makes me anxious sometimes but when I see her dominating side my body automatically gives into her every touch.

We still haven't made ourselves official. Even though we do all kind of things what a couples does. And it's like i practically moved into her room kicking out Heidi to my room.

And for our friends. They know that something is happening but none of them confronted me. It sacres me sometimes, especially Nam. Cause she's someone who doesn't stop herself from teasing about these matters.

I wonder why !

But then again, its me who am I kidding. They won't tease me if they have a death wish.

Right now we are having our lunch. Today is no task day. Which means it's our rest day.

I'm with my friends Heng Noey and Nam.

"Where's your little girlfriend" Nam asked. Who am I kidding it's Nam.

"Girlfriend... Who" i asked genuinely cause we aren't girlfriends yet.

"Oh don't act, we know" Noey said. Yes I talked to Noey after taking to Bec. Noey became emotional and promised me that she won't touch that shit again. And Engfa also said sorry for promoting Noey to somke and she also promised not to smoke again. Which made me happy. Cause she's considering me as her friend and she's trying to make an effort .

"What" i asked again.

"Jesus, Freen. It's not bad to give us some scoop you know" Heng said and i sighed

"I don't have girlfriend" I said and they all groaned. "Yet" I added and all eyes were on me.

"I like her okay. Actually kind of falling for her. And she likes me too. But she already told me that she can't give me any commitments and we are just having sex. You know the the causal ones" I said as causal as I can

"Causal my ass Sarocha, we all could see how lovingly she looks at you how genuinely she takes care of you" Nam said.

"I know, but we aren't sure about anything. Atleast for now. Let's just not think too forward right now" I said and they all nodded. I looked at Noey and she was silent after I said I am falling for Becky.

I shrugged off my thoughts and we talked about other things.

I feel so lucky to have them, and I'm glad that they changed the topic. I know we will talk about this matter again in way more serious way. But for now I don't want that. And I'm glad that they understood it.