Summer Kiss

The Final Goodbye

Becky's pov

I know what she was trying to say through the song. I was crying throughout the song. When the song finished she went away. I looked at Irin and Noey. Irin gave me a sad smile. And Noey was giving me cold shoulders.

I went to back stage to find her. But she wasn't there. Then i went back to cottage and I saw her with her luggages.

I went beside her.

"Freen" i called her. I saw how her body became stiff. Like she didn't want to see me.

She didn't turn back so I went infront of her. Her eyes were puffy. It's like she was crying a lot.  

"Don't leave Freen, I'm sorry for leaving you that time. But it was really emergency" I said and she was not looking at me.

"Please babe I'm sorry, I'll do anything just don't leave na" i begged her. And broke down on knees. She was standing there still

She slowly knelt down

"It's not all about that" she said. What else is there

"I don't want to keep getting hurt Bec, I can't do this. I will lose myself" she said

"Freen, i told you it was really an emergency. I wouldn't have left like that if it's not an emergency" I said begging her. But she stood up and started to walk away.

"I know i neglected you these days because of Emi but i was wrong do that again. I will stop visiting her. I won't contact her please. I will do whatever you want baby" i yelled

"But moaning your ex's name during we are making out is not something i can't forget that easily Bec " she said. And started to walk. I was shocked to hear that.

Shit when did i even do that.

"I know you are thinking when, trust me you monaed her name while I was starting to pleasure you. And after that I've never tried to be on top of you" she said.

That's when it all clicked. Freen always tried to be top whenever we had sex. But after the sports week. We had a make out session and she was upset so i let her top me. But she suddenly stopped and said that i should take shower. After that she never tried to be on top of me.

"Babe I'm sorry, i-i didn't mean to" I said crying hardly

"I know BB, but we can't continue this" she said and started to walk away.

I went near her stopped her from going further.  I grabbed her hips and crashed my lips. She wasn't responding to me. That hurt me more.

"Babez pl-please don't g-go" I said sobbing on her chest. "I love you" I said and cried looking down. It was my first time to say. And I want her to know that I love her.

She lifted my face and smiled. She was also tearing up

"I love you too BB" she said and kissed my forehead

"Then please stay, pl-please i ca-can't be without you" I said

"I love you BB, so so much. But you have to move on from your past" she said caressing my hair.

"It's hard for me too babe, but if i don't do this now. I will get hurt more than I'm feeling now" she said and wiped my tears

"B-babe" I said

"I know baby, I know. Trust me I don't want to leave. But it's the best for both of us" she said
And i cried again

"I'm sorry" I said "I'm so sorry for everything" i again said

"If we are destined, we will meet again in a better situation Bec" she said

"I won't let you go if we meet again Sarocha " I said and she chuckled

"And I won't let go of you either Patricia" she said

"I know it's hard for you, but i know you will be stronger. Take care BB" she said and kissed me on my lips. It was a passionate kiss. That told us how much we love each other. And how much we will miss each other.

We broke the kiss, she kept her forehead on mine "I love you bec bec" she said and walked away

"I love you too freenky" i said but she didn't even look back.

She walked away

She's gone

The one I love

💔

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Author's note.

The end ??