Summer Kiss

Pain

Becky's pov

I was a mess inside and out. When i saw Freen leaving me. I felt like i lost everything.

But i can't abandon Emily too. She's suffering because of me.

I'm glad she reached out to me. At the same time i feel like I lose Freen. I felt like a complete loser.

Why should I suffer like this. Why !

I wanna yell at the world and I wanna find that basterd too. I made a call to Riche, my brother. I asked him for help and i know he will do it.

I went to bar, cause i couldn't think straight. Everything was too much. Too much emotions and drama.

I was so drunk but I had it in my control. When some people's approch me. I'll trun them down.

My phone kept ringing. I know it would be Irin or Engfa. Cause I'm sure Freen won't give me a chance to explain. But I should try. Im her girlfriend.

Determined I got out of the bar but I was met with Irin and Engfa. If looks can kill I would be dead the way Irin was looking at me. I tried to walk and was gonna fall but they both held me.

I know Irin is still mad. But I know she won't leave me.

They both carried me to the resort. I was so drunk and couldn't even walk properly and I was blabbering somthing which i don't even understand.

I saw Freen there, she looked like she cried a lot.

I shoved Irin's and Engfa's hands and went  to Freen's side. And Noey didn't let me. She fucking stopped me.

"Don't fucking touch me" i shouted. I know Noey is protecting Freen. But i do have the right to explain to her even though I can't tell her what happened completely.

"Babe" i said while looking at her.  And i saw her eyes getting teary again. And that fucking Heng was touching my baby.

"Take her to room" Noey said looking at Heng and Nam and they nodded

"Babe don't go" i was literally begging her. But she just walked with Heng. Which broke my heart more.

My knees went weak and i knelt down and cried. I saw Noey's foots leaving.

And i felt someone hugging me. It was Irin. I know i have to explain to her. But i need this comfort now.

"Come on bec, let's go to your room" she said making me stand up. And i obliged

We went to my room shared with Freen. But when I enterd our room. I felt more miserable. There weren't any things about Freen there. Not even a clue that she was here before.

I messed up big.

I'm sorry baby, but give me a chance to explain.

I heard Irin and Engfa saying something but everything went black for me. And then i fell down.