Church Boy Gone Bad // Jelena

Chapter 33

Selena's P.O.V.

I wanted to hate him with everything in me but I couldn't. If anything, I understood him. Understanding still didn't keep me from hurting. I never thought he had it in him. All I wanted was to be left alone. But again, with Demi, that was impossible.

She began, "Okay, so here's the plan: we go to his house at night while he's sleeping and cut off his ding-a-ling! Who's with me?!"

"I'm hungry," Brianna whined.

"Fine, we can just make tacos outta him! Satisfied you slut?" Demi hissed.

"Hey, I already fucking apologized! I was drunk, what did you expect?!"

"Um, for you not to sleep with him?!"

"It fucking happened," I cut Demi off before she could even speak. "Let it go."

Before she could argue with me, her phone began to ring. "What?!" she answered.

"Yeah, that's how you answer a phone," Brianna mimicked.

"Yeah, and that's not how you lose your virginity," Demi shot back.

"Guys," I groaned. "Would you stop arguing over something so stupid?!"

"Says the person who didn't tell her bestfriend she lost her v-card! Thanks, you're the best!"

"Demi, it's not that I wasn't gonna tell you. I just didn't have the time too."

"Because you were to busy sucking Adam's face off. That was just gross, Sel."

"You wouldn't understand it!"

"I said, hello?!" Demi yelled into the phone once again, ignoring me. "Well, then answer! What do you want? . . What do you mean? . . WHAT DO YOU MEAN?! OH, MY GOD. YOU IDIOT! I TOLD YOU-- Ugh. I'll be there in five minutes."

"Who is it?" Brianna asked.

"None of your business. You might wanna fuck him too!"

"Forget it, Demi!" I yelled.

"You act like you don't care. When in fact, you do!"

"No I don't."

"Whatever," she rolls her eyes. "I gotta go. You guys can stay here but if my dad comes home early, climb out the window would y'all."

•

Her house is my house, my house is her house. Once Demi left, to who knows where, Brie and decided to go help ourselves with food. I didn't get a single bite of that nasty school food since I had dropped it onto the floor. I didn't do it on purpose for the attention, I just couldn't believe what I had heard.

"Why do you think Demi's so moody?" Brie ask as she took another bite of her sandwich.

I give her a dry look. "Like you don't know why."

"Hey, um. . . Are you mad at me to?"

"Why would I be mad at you?"

"Because I slept with the guy you love. . ."

I close my eyes and sigh deeply. "I don't love him and second, it really doesn't matter to me. We're not a couple. He's free to fuck anyone he wants."

"Oh, please, it's only the most obvious. And I didn't say the guy you're in a relationship with, I said the guy you're in love with. When you're in love with someone everything they do matters to you, whether you like or not. You can lie to everyone but you sure as hell can't lie to me. Not to mention Demi!"

"Why can't you guys just drop it?!"

"I'll drop it once you just admit it!" she yelled back.

"You know what?! I am mad at you. I can't believe you yelled to the entire school that I had sex with him! That wasn't for you to go around yelling it like a fucking chesmosa!"