Monday March 18 th 2024
9h22 am
**Everyone is at school and daycare. It's just Maya and Carina with baby Niccolas at home. **
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Carina: I really hope she doesn't call me back babe.Maya : I understand why, but you know you're going to help other grieving mothers who went through what you went through...
Carina: I know... but you are also pregnant with our last baby girl ever and you never left me alone with the kids during my five pregnancies and I want to be there for you. The best wife I could ever be to you.. I'm really sorry Bambina !
** she couldn't stop herself from crying **
Maya : ohhhh darling.... I know that you rather stay here with us , but everyone is fine, baby girl is fifteen weeks of gestation. I'm doing much better now, I have a lot of energy now , these two days are going to go by fast babe! Don't worry.. I know you are the best wife ever in the whole entire world, even when I'm not pregnant.
** Addison called Carina back and unfortunately she needed Carina there, Carina accepted to go obviously .. and calmly explained that she would love it if she could find someone else maybe a nurse who went through the same thing as she did because her family needed her more now. Addison obviously agreed.**
Carina: uhhh fine !
Addison : it's the last time Carina.
Carina: okay, thank you! I really hope so... I'm ready to go.Addison : perfect, we're going to be at your house in fifteen minutes!
Carina: perfecto!
** she hung up and hugged her wife and as she was hugging her, Charlotte decided to acknowledge that her momma was leaving by giving Maya several kicks here and there **
Maya : ouhhh ahhhh owwww
Carina: ohhh! Even Charlotte doesn't want me to leave... ohhhh my precious little picolina . Momma will be back soon okay !
** she gave her kisses on her wife's stomach. As to kiss her unborn baby girl **
~~ Charlotte kicked and kicked again ~~
Maya : owwwwww ! Put your hands here and there babe!
** one hand was up and the other hand was down on her wife's stomach **
Carina: woahhhh ! She's starting to move more and more every day huh ?
Maya : yea !Carina: fucking damn it ! I don't want to gooooo and leave you alone with the kids for two days!
** Maya was now sad too **
Maya : I know, and I really appreciate that you don't want to leave me alone with the kids but I'm fine, baby Charlotte is fine.. everyone is fine. It's only two days babe , we have been a part from each other longer than two days... We'll miss you a lot though.. my parents are here to help me out with the kids while you go give hope to grieving parents. Okay?
Carina: yea I know that but since I'm so used to staying home with Niccolas and with you.. and I get to see the kids before they go to school and I'm here when they come back home from school and daycare... I forgot what it's like to actually leave....
Thank goodness it's only for two days... otherwise I wouldn't have accepted it.
Maya; yeah I know.. but we're going to call each other and see each other again in fourty eight hours!
Carina: I know! I love you so much!
** she kissed her wife several times in a row while holding her four months old son in her arms and she's giving him lots of hugs and kisses everywhere **
Maya and Carina : I love you too, to the moon and back, forever and always.
Carina: I miss you already... I guess the only positive thing about this two day trip thing is that I'm not driving. Oh and I have lots of breast milk in the fridge for Niccolas babe.
Maya : Alright don't worry about it. I'll feed him some babe.Carina: alright ohhh Addie is here now!
I dont want to go for two days! They're going to be the longest two days of my life babe!
9h
**Addison was there ten minutes earlier than she had said. She eventually honked and let Carina in , she was sitting in the back seat and she brought her own breast pump and her farm animal nursing cover sheet with her **
Meanwhile in the car,
Addison : thank you for coming.
Carina: it's not like I really had a choice to cancel on you, especially last minute.It's really difficult for me to leave Maya at home and she's worried about Charlotte and Niccolas too ! I'm always holding him in my arms most of the time because I'm breastfeeding him and I love doing that, and Londyn has been more and more clingy around me lately and I love that too, so I would really appreciate it that you bring another nurse to the next convention thing please, I need to be there to help Maya out and my kids are so used to me being home every day when they get home and it's going to be the longest two days of my life...
Amelia and Addison : we really understand that. And we talked to nurse Nancy and Nurse Ella and they agreed to come over for the rest of the two weeks of conventions... The Seattle one is only two days and we're starting with this one.
Carina: thank you so much for getting them to help you out because I definitely wouldn't have come for the whole two weeks!
** FIVE HOURS LATER : Carina , Addison and Amelia came back to their hotel room and actually got to know each other a little bit more... Carina called her wife to see how everything was going. Everyone wanted to say hi and say that they missed her and that everything was under control. Niccolas was eating well. **
**Carina on the phone **
I really really want to go home... I miss you all so much... I think I might cry...
** she looks away from the phone so she wouldn't cry in front of her children And pregnant wife who is already hormonal as it is **
Maya : ohhh honey ! Everything is going to be alright, we're going to see each other tomorrow night Bambina !
Carina : yea I know!! Okay , this is exactly what I needed... to see everyone.
Amelia : Carina , we're going to get some things to eat do you want anything?
Carina : uhhh just grab me something quick to eat please! Like a sandwich or something like that!
Addison : alright we're going to be back here in about twenty minutes or so!
Carina: perfecto!
** Several hours later the three women were going over each other's notes for the next convention happening the next day! Carina was still pumping her milk out, still with her nursing cover sheet, the same one as Niccolas's baby blanket, farm animals.. she matched everything with the theme her children had when they were little newborn babies with an identical nursing cover sheet, it was really easier that way. They ordered room service, Carina ate hamburger with fries , Addison ate fish and chips and Amelia had a bowl of chicken salad and a little hamburger... they all had a coke for their drinks. And they were all exhausted from travelling and they were all ready for bed around 8h39 pm , Carina FaceTime her family and wished everyone good night and that she would be coming home in two days, everyone was happy about that phone call, Maya was really proud of her wife for going to that two day Seattle convention even though she really really didn't want to. Both wives kissed each other over the phone. Addison, Amelia and Carina went to sleep at 21h50 ! **