Friday March 22 nd 2024
1h02 am
Londyn : mommmmmmaaaaa !
Carina : yep ! I'm coming baby girl I'm coming... it's okay ... shhhhhhh ! Everything will be alright... shhhhhhhh ..
** she had another seizure... **
Carina: I'm here... Breathe Londyn Breathe !
**Londyn Breathe .. and she came back to life with the help of being on her momma's chest.. it really helped her... when she first got diagnosed with seizures.. so Carina knew exactly what to do.
Londyn had a seizure right before bedtime last night so Carina inserted her IV in her little arm with her bunny bracelet to cover the iv in. She also has an owlet ankle bracelet on her foot made for Toddlers... during the night Londyn had seized many times. So Carina went to sleep with Londyn in her new little mermaid bed.**
1h14 am
Carina: come on Londyn ... stay with me ... please... lord please don't take another one of my precious little girls. One is plenty enough ...
**Londyn finally woke up and hugged her momma really tight **
Carina: ohhhh thank goodness you are fine...
Londyn : hrmmmm ' momma no go ! Momma stay here please.
Carina: siii , momma will sleep in your bed with you tonight... you are safe now I gave you another dose of your anti seizure medication and it should help you..
Londyn : thank you momma !
Good night now! I really sleepy now! Medication is working... I love you so much momma !
Carina : hrmmm ! Perfect... good night mi amore ! Momma loves you too very much... with all my heart.
Londyn : love you too, with all my heart.
4h21 am
Carina: babe wake up ! Something is wrong
Maya : hrmmm what? What do you mean something is wrong?
Carina: babe , I'm serious, Niccolas isn't breathing properly. I'm scared.
Maya : ohhh shit ! He's completely blue !
Carina: yea I know. I've been giving him chest compression for five minutes now. I'm so scared.
Maya : should we go to the hospital?
Carina : we might have to....
** 4h27 am
Niccolas took a long breath and he started crying immediately. Both wives were crying of joy.. they might be okay.. Carina will keep a close eye on her two younger children today. **
Maya : he's coming back babe !
Carina: ohhh thank you Jesus !
Maya : yea , thank you Lord for not taking our beautiful children with you.
Carina: I'm petrified of even moving them around babe!
Poor Londyn had a severe seizure last night before bed , and I came in our room because I had to get something for her... and I saw him gasping for air in the bassinet... babe!
Maya : awnnn. Aye aye ! They won't have it easy huh?
Carina: yea , I don't know what to do.. I'm going to get Londyn's and bring her in our room so that way she is closer to us if she has a severe seizure.
Maya : okay.
** Carina gets Londyn from her bedroom and carefully brings her into her bedroom so she will be monitoring them really closely today and if needed be , she will go to the hospital later.**
Carina: it's okay baby girl, you're fine. We're going to go sleep in mom's bed ! Okay?
Londyn : hrmmmm okay.
Maya : give her to me babe. Shhhh it's okay!
**Carina gently transferred her daughter from her arms into her wife's arms and she was now stroking her beautiful little brown hair and softly singing to her. While Carina had Niccolas in her arms and she was about to breastfeed him. She removed her breast from her nursing bra and gently moved him on her right side so he could eat her milk, one is always more full than the other. **
