Two weeks later
As alastor walked in the house, he began to have second thoughts about the situation"Is this really all they had you worry about?" You asked
Alastor looked at you curious
"Overpopulations, uprisings, so many people having their lives taken. It's bizarre." You snickered with a smirk
He didn't really seem to be in the mood for this
"You should probably be back at the hotel, y/n." Alastor added
"And if I say no?"
He wasn't really having it
"Do you even realize what your life means? Huh? Running off like that? Putting yourself at risk? It's pretty freakin' stupid!" Alastor scolded
"Well, I guess we're both disappointed in each other then."
"What do you want from me?"
"Admit that you wanted to maybe do something to me the whole time!" You raised your raised voice
"Charlie knows she was trying to protect -" he said but got cut off
"Ugh, are you kidding me right now?!" You questioned
"Well, I'm sorry. And for the record, I trust her with you better than I trust myself!" He shouted
"Stop with the bullshit! What are you so afraid of? That I'm gonna end up exterminated?! I am a living beast! I can take care of myself-"
"How many weeks have you been here so far?" He asked sarcastically
"Well, I've been here for only two weeks so far—"
"And now, you'll be doing even better with Charlie!" He scolded
And you didn't really want to bring this up
"I'm not her, ya know?"
And his eyes turned to radio dials"What did you say?"
*sigh* "your shadow friends told me about your mom. And I-"
"Y/n! You are treading on some big thin ice here." Alastor warned
"I'm sorry about your mom, Alastor. But I have lost people too."
"You have no idea what loss is." He said in a static voice
And that hurt you. Even he could see the now broken look on your face
"Everyone I have cared for has either died or left me. Everyone-"
And you pushed him back
" fucking except for you!" And you began tearing up again
"So don't tell me I should be pretending like none of this ever happened, because the truth is I would just be more scared!" You said
Alastor hated seeing you hurt
"You're right." He said gently "I know it's hard for you, but I know everything will be okay. You just need to learn to let things go." He reassured and hugged me
And to his surprise, you hugged him back
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FanfictionYou are just a regular human. But there was just one problem. a curse was stuck on you. It gave you the ability to transform into a beast. After weeks of surviving on your own, you accidentally tripped into a river, hit your head on a rock, and are...