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chapter 10

Alexa's pov

as soon as those words left my mouth i regretted it. i could see the emotional turmoil inside him. and i was the one who caused it. i dont know why but i felt this inexplicable attraction to him. i mean he had the shiniest hair and the most sparkling eyes and not to mention his body but their was something about him made me think there was more about him than he was letting on and i was determined to find out everything.

i watched him run into his-and im taking an educated guess here-house and i had to follow him. i couldnt not follow him. so i locked my car door and slowly walked into his house. his house was beautiful but that is all it was. it didnt looked lived in at all and i think that this is the time of house that real estae agents show you. there wasnt a speck of dust any where and i peered in to the sitting room and all the pillows on the setees and sofas were plumped to perfection.i walked up the stairs and looked around. this floor looked untouched so i walked up the next flight of stairs.still no luck. i went up the next flight of stairs and i was getting a little breathless. i peered into the hall and saw something leaning against the wall.

it didnt take a rocket scientist to find out it was declan.but what suprised me was that he was crying. i ran upto him and wrapped my arms around him. he just snuggled into my chest and carried on sobbing.i could hear him mumbling.something about rain. it wasnt raining outside :/ what was he on about.

"rayne" his voice was even more deep and husky than usual.it was than i noticed he was talking about some one not the weather. duh!! i mentally slapped myself.

"whose rayne?"i asked in a whisper

"i need rayne" he told me again and my heart plummeted. he wanted his girlfriend to comfort him. i dont know why but sadness covered me.

"is rayne your girlfriend?give me your phone and i will call her for you."

"NO!you cant"he told me quite harshly. oh i get it. if i called her from his phone, she might think i was his thing on the side or something. i hung my head forlornly.

"will she get jealous if i call her or somethin"i asked.he chuckled bitterly .

"you cant call rayne cos she wont answer" huh :/

"why not"even though he had his head burried in my chest and we were right next to eachother we were talkin in whispers.

"cos"he said it like it wasnt a big thing but to me it was. what kind of a boyfriend is he to let his girlfriend walk all over him?well we can see who wears the pants in this realationship!what kind of a girlfriend wouldnt pick up her phone to her boyfriend?

"what do you mean'cos'. if you are going out with her then she should atleast have the decency to answer her phone to you. " i ranted to him

"just cos!! now would you please leave my house!!"he told me sternly but i could see in his eyes that if i left him he would not only bottle everything up but he would explode.

"no" i stated simply

"no?what do you mean no??" he asked getting a little irratated.

"i mean im not leaving until i find out what is wrong with you and why you cant contact rayne"i stated stubbornly.

"shes my sister"he whispered so soflty i hardly even heard him.

"she was my sister" he whispered slightly louder. well that was easy, i didnt have to threaten him with my non exhistent black belt for him to tell me. wait who is his sister

"who?"

"rayne, she was my older sister"

"what do you mean was???"

he took a deep breath and then th truth came pouring out...

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