Il giorno dopo.
|09:37 a.m.|
Hemmo: *invia una foto di lui all' Opera House* Ehi! Ieri sono stato qui, ti va se quando vieni ti ci porto? :3
Io:
Certo!
Hemmo:
-6, hai presente?
Io:
Non vedo l'ora, Lucas ;P
|10:00 a.m.|
F A M E : mi alzo e scendo velocemente giú per fare colazione. Prendo del succo all'ACE e due biscottini e li metto in un vassoio. Lo porto su, stando attenta a non farlo cadere mentre salgo le scale.
Entro in camera e comincio a magiare i biscotti, quando sento bussare la porta.
"Avanti" urlo, per farmi sentire. La porta si apre e vedo un Michael triste che, piangendo, si avvicina al mio letto e si butta sopra esso.
"Cos'è successo?!" chiedo. Ma perchè sta piangendo? Chissá...
"Angelita..." dice singhiozzando. Cos'ha combinato Angelita?! Voglio bene a mio fratello, spero per lei che non l'abbia fatto soffrire.
"Ti ha l-lasc-....raccontami, Mike"
"È p-par-rtita, è andata in Italia e tornerá fra tre mesi"
Mi dispiace troppo per lui...non me l'aspettavo una cosa del genere...
Cerco un po' di consolarlo e di non fargli pensare a questa cosa. Non l'avevo mai visto cosí.
Lui mi ha sempre aiutato quando qualcosa mi andava mals, si è sempre dimostrato un buon fratello maggiore.
Ovviamente, anche noi litighiamo, anche noi delle volte non ci sopportiamo, ma ci vogliamo bene, dopotutto.
|11:11 p.m.|
11:11 che questi giorni passino in fretta, voglio andare in vacanza ed incontrare Luke.
Prendo la chitarra e comincio a cantare e suonare un po'.
"I droved by all the places we used to hang out getting wasted
I thought about our last kiss, how it felt, the way you tasted
And even though your friends tell me you're doing fine
Are you somewhere feeling lonely even though he's right beside you?
When he says those words that hurt you, do you read the ones I wrote you?
Sometimes I start to wonder, was it just a lie?
If what we had was real, how could you be fine?
'Cause I'm not fine at all
I remember the day you told me you were leaving
I remember the make-up running down your face
And the dreams you left behind you didn't need them
Like every single wish we ever made
I wish that I could wake up with amnesia
And forget about the stupid little things
Like the way it felt to fall asleep next to you
And the memories I never can escape
'Cause I'm not fine at all
The pictures that you sent me they're still living in my phone
I admit I like to see them, I admit I feel alone
And all my friends keep asking why I'm not around
It hurts to know you're happy, yeah, it hurts that you've moved on
It's hard to hear your name when I haven't seen you in so long
It's like we never happened, was it just a lie?
If what we had was real, how could you be fine?
'Cause I'm not fine at all
I remember the day you told me you were leaving
I remember the make-up running down your face
And the dreams you left behind you didn't need them
Like every single wish we ever made
I wish that I could wake up with amnesia
And forget about the stupid little things
Like the way it felt to fall asleep next to you
And the memories I never can escape
If today I woke up with you right beside me
Like all of this was just some twisted dream
I'd hold you closer than I ever did before
And you'd never slip away
And you'd never hear me say
I remember the day you told me you were leaving
I remember the make-up running down your face
And the dreams you left behind you didn't need them
Like every single wish we ever made
I wish that I could wake up with amnesia
And forget about the stupid little things
Like the way it felt to fall asleep next to you
And the memories I never can escape
'Cause I'm not fine at all
No, I'm really not fine at all
Tell me this is just a dream
'Cause I'm really not fine at all"
Ennesima canzone stupenda scritta da Luke, ricevuta tramite messaggio vocale.
Ah, adesso ho voglia di scrivere a Luke. Praticamente entrambi passiamo il 50% delle nostre giornate a scriverci.
Io:
Sai, vero, che amo le canzoni che scrivi?
Hemmo:
Aw :3
Io:
Come stai?
Hemmo:
Bene, tu?
Io:
Bene, dai :)
Hemmo:
"dai"...va tutto bene?
Io:
Tranquillo Lucas, tutto apposto xx
Hemmo:
Meglio cosí :)
Io:
Buonanotte, scemo♥
Hemmo:
Notte, idiota :) x
