~Park 2~ (Chapter 10)

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As everyone started running around and playing around,Veneer sits on a bench and starts drawing out of boredom.Floyd sits on the table and looks at Veneers artwork,"Your a good artist Ven" Floyd smiled and Veneer sent a smile back."Thanks Floyd-" but before Veneer could say more Floyd planted a kiss on Veneers cheek.Veneer was speechless,Floyd scurried off leaving Veneer with his thoughts.

-what just happened
-Does Floyd like me?
-DO I LIKE FLOYD?
-DID ANYONE SEE THAT?
-WHAT DOES THIS MAKE US?
-I DON'T KNOW WHAT TO DO
-WHAT SHOULD I DO?
-SHOULD I TALK OR ASK HIM ABOUT IT?
-OR DO I JUST IGNORE IT AND CONTINUE ON WITH MY LIFE!???
-DOES ANYONE KNOW ABOUT THIS?
-WHAT IF SOMEONE SAW US?
-AM I BEING OVER DRAMATIC?
-im so confused rn.

"Hey Veneer you doing alright?" JD asked walking over to Veneer,"I'm fine,why do you ask"."Just because for some reason everyone dislikes me and people make videos torturing me and how I left my brother's even though I came back and nobody was there and for some reason people still hate me." JD replied,"Damn man that's rough" Veneer said and pat JD on the back.

#STOPJOHNDORYHATE

listen this is off topic but JD doesn't deserve all the hate😭 He wanted to save Floyd,also he came back.He didn't expect everyone else to leave,he was only joking.You know how it is when you argue with your siblings and pretend to hate them when you actually still care about them?It's basically like that.They had an arguement and that's it,he doesn't deserve all the hate on his name.Istg even DreamWorks hate him,they had all the characters bully him.Kinda sad if U ask me,welp any who that's it,I am struggling to keep updating this cuz I don't have:

VENT INCOMING!!!

motivation
Time
Effort
Ideas
Loosing interest (not in Floneer or trolls)
Busy
working on other storys
Stress
Drama
Friends
Don't feel like living
Thoughts of death
Nobody ever listens to me
Relationship issues
SH

I KNOW THAT KINDA TURNED INTO VENTING AND STUFF.

If I stop publishing or stop commenting on storys and or reading them,it's either I logged/locked out of account,hacked, Suicide,in the hospital,in a mental institution, going insane,phone taken away.And much much more.I really love everyone in my life and people online such as BabyButteredBiscuit
Corrupt_Allure
justaizenn(Most importantly,I started reading their storys and it inspired me:))
Lavinia_was_here and others :).

You guys really mean the world to me for your support and other stuff,I know I might not know you but that doesn't mean I don't care.I appreciate you all and people who read my stories.I hope I can be succeed in life and not give up in the future, things aren't going good right now but hopefully things will get better.

Also sorry if I'm venting I just don't know what to do since I have been keeping things in for too long and I don't know what to do,and I feel like if I don't express it or let it all out at some point I'm going to lose myself.I haven't talked to my parents ABT anything cus I'm afraid they won't understand,my mom said "You can't be depressed, everything is well" But she doesn't know what's going on.I was been SA and beat up at 6 years old,i was forced to do things i didn't want to.Im in a forced relationship now and i don't know how to get out of it.Sorry again for venting:/ im actually impressed ive gotten this far.

Bye for now,I know this isn't normal to see on a Floneer Story.

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