Coffee, Maybe? Love, Maybe.

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Blaire Rosales
2:22 AM

Hey, gising ka pa?

Janella Zianne
Hi! Yes. Haha.

Oh. Buti na lang.

Pwede ba tayong mag-usap?

Janella Zianne
Yup. Hindi pa naman ako inaantok.

Alright.

Hmm, I think you figured me out na 'no? About my feelings for sir Zev.

Janella Zianne
😅

Ang straightforward naman no'n, haha. Pero yes, napansin ko nga agad kanina.

Eh better na ring deretsuhin na kita para wala tayong misunderstandings especially kasi medyo matagal ka rin atang magsstay dito sa Casa Hera. Specifically, sa Kapehan ni Lolo Rivo.

First day pa lang sa trabaho nagustuhan ko na agad si sir Zev. No'ng nag-a-apply kasi ako rito hindi naman siya ang nakausap ko kun'di sina ma'am Ciela at sir Jedan. Sabi nila iba raw ang magiging manager ng original branch since mag-o-open na nga sila sa Manila.

Kaya no'ng first time kong nakita si sir Zev, attracted na agad ako sa kaniya especially after knowing na single naman siya. That attraction just got bigger through time until I realized na gusto ko na nga siya more than just the looks.

At first parang wala siyang pakialam but he's actually a warm person. Marunong siyang makisama kahit na mayaman naman siya at matalino. He never made us feel that we were below him just because we didn't come from a well known family. He appreciates our hard work too.

Those qualities just couldn't stop me from liking him.

Pero hindi naman ako kailanman linagay ni sir Zev sa situation na macoconfuse ako. He was always professional. He treated all of us nicely but made sure that when it comes to romance, there was an invisible line between us.

It surprised me when he revealed earlier that you have known each other bago ka pa dumating dito and that he likes you.

Hindi ko alam kung gusto mo rin siya pero I think he also plays an important role in your life because even your bestfriend knows him.

But I just want you to know that I really like you as a person and I don't want you to feel bad if ever man na gusto mo nga rin siya.

Sinabi niya rin naman na magiging professional pa rin kayo. Siguro kung makita ko man kayo in a different view, it's a me problem na and I'd have to deal with these feelings on my own. You don't have to be wary about me.

I will never put a wall between us just because of these feelings, Janella. Wala namang may kasalanan kasi ito ang nararamdaman natin. I'll just feel it until it's over. I hope that's clear, hehe.

Sorry sa word vomit 😭

Janella Zianne
No it's okay HAHAHA

Gusto ko ngang magpasalamat for reaching out and making things clear kasi sa totoo lang gusto rin kitang kausapin. Hindi ko lang alam kung paano ka i-a-approach since baka mafeel mong nagiging insensitive naman ako sa feelings mo.

Hindi ko nga rin sana gustong ireveal na magkakilala na kami ni Zev prior to my arrival here in Casa Hera and sa coffee shop na rin kasi ayokong maging awkward sa inyo but you taking the first step to clarify things made me feel so much better kaya salamat talaga.

It's all good, haha. At some point kailangan din nating pag-usapan lalo na kasi babalik din tayo sa trabaho on Monday.

Kalma ka na ha 😭 I really don't want to make you feel bad. Focus na lang tayo dito kasi ang ganda ng place, haha.
[💘]

Janella Zianne
I guess that's what we should do. Enjoy natin birthday mo kasi sure na hectic na naman next week, hays.

True HAHAHAHA

Pero ayon. Antok na ako so tulog na tayo?

Janella Zianne
Sure thing. Good mornight, Blaire! Happy birthday ulit.
[💛]

Thanks! Good mornight!
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