Lilly black she can be described as many things,cold,heartless,deadly and the list could go on.
But what people don't think about is when you get treated one way and you've had to fight most of your life it doesn't just go away.
People think she's j...
Yesterday was awful and I woke up still not being able to get her out of my head,I just miss her so much and she doesn't deserve what she is going through.
But yesterday I was completely zoned out almost all day and no doubt am going to get my ear talked off for not doing my job properly and to be honest I probably deserve it .
Yesterday was just so overwhelming I hadn't thought about her in so long but when I woke up and saw the date was the sixth I just couldn't help all the memorys coming to the surface.
But today is a new day and I still need to keep my job so I can help them and hopefully her in the process.
So I get up and decide to workout to clear my head,I throw on some leggings and a black sport bra making my way to my gym.
I head straight to the treadmill plugging my earphones in and start running forgetting about all my thought .
Running has always made me feel free even when I couldn't be more trapped.
After my thoughts are more cleared I decide to do a couple more exercises befor heading back to my room to shower and get ready for school.
After my shower I dry my hair and decide to put it in a half up half down style befor going to pick my outfit,I decide on a red cropped jumper with a matching red shirt that stops just above the middle of my thigh I pair that with my red boots that stop just befor my knee.
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After finishing with some maskara ,blush and lipgloss I grab my bag and head downstairs to make coffee.
A couple minutes later I'm leaving my house with my coffee in hand and an apple in my mouth since my hands are full.
I just silently listen to music as I make my drive over to pick aria up.
Today when I pulled up it wasn't the same guard it usually is and has been for the past couple of days it's a different guard I haven't seen befor.
But considering I've only just started working here and I've barely met anyone I'm not surprised but for some reason he just seems off.
He's a pretty large man about six foot with a big build he has light blond hair and brown eyes.
When I told him my name so he would let me through his eyes seemed to widen but he quickly composed himself,I'm decently going to have to keep an eye out on him.
I quickly made my way to the house and it is no surprise to me when Joseph and tobias ask to talk to me in there office.
With a slight groan that they luckily don't hear I follow them into Josephs office I believe.
Joseph takes a seat behind the desk while Tobias stands leaning against the wall beside him,I slowly take a seat in front of the desk read for whatever they have to say to me.
"Where are your parents?"Joseph asks
Ok I take that back I was not expecting this.
"Why?"I ask confused where this is coming from I honestly thought they where going to start yelling at me for yesterday.
"Because no normal parents would let there fifteen year old daughter work for the mafia"it was Tobias this time.
"They work in a different city and I don't see them very often so they don't know I have a job or what it is"I lie through my teeth to them.
They both give me looks that tell me there not convinced one bit but they drop it and started lecturing me on how I need to be focused at all times no exceptions.
After a long half an hour of them both just repeating how it is not expectable to slack off over and over again but just in different words I'm finally getting told I can leave.
Luckily I came a little early this morning meaning that we will probably make it to school just in time.
Aria says her goodbyes befor we both get in my car and I head back down the driveway.
As we pass the guard from earlier I see he's watching me with a small smirk and as he's just about to get out of view I see him take out his phone and bring it to his ear.
Half way on our drive to school as aria belts out the lyrics to some song that's playing I get a faint pain it the top of my arm.
I look over and see the faint scar from years ago ,I ignore the pain in my arm and continue driving.
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This morning passed by quickly as it is now lunch time and I am following behind aria and her friends.
The pain in my arm still hasn't gone away it seems to have just gotten louder if that is the word it feels kinda like it's trying to be heard witch sound crazy but I don't know something isn't right.
I still carnt get that guard out of my head and his weird behavior towards me ever since I told him my name.
Something doesn't feel right today,
Something's going to happen and I don't think it's going to be good I just know it. --------- Word count (918) Like Comment Share
