𝗛𝗶𝘀 𝗣𝗲𝗿𝘀𝗼𝗻𝗮𝗹 𝗗𝗶𝗮𝗿𝘆

Short Filler

NOT EDITED LO SIENTO!

Far- SZA

THIRD PERSON

6 months later.

Ephesia sat in her sunroom, watching the birds play in the bird bath outside. Her music played softly in the background and all outside noise was tuned out.

That dull ache of pain sat deep in her chest but she ignored it, it finally felt like she was finally in control of her life. Her world was no longer surrounded by Luca Messiah. She could inhale without smelling his cologne linger.

Her therapy sessions was going good and was thankful for Jay. So thankful for him being there for her, she considered him a friend. Work was going well and so were her classes.

But even with all of the good going on in her life she could not help her mind from drifting to her best friend every now and again. She wondered what he was going, if he could feel her pain.

If he knew how bad he had hurt her.

She wondered how he would react if he knew that she lost her baby, their baby.

She wondered if the guilt would eat away at him.

She wondered if he thought about her too.

She wondered if he missed her.

If he missed her too—

Their relationship was something that one would not just be able to get over. They were soulmates, romantically, platonically, emotionally, physically. And he threw it away.

These were things she often brought up in her sessions with Jay. He always told her that these things take time and that feelings don't just go away.

Ephesia always sighed. She hated herself for not being able to get him out of her mind. She hates him.

MESSIAH'S POV (flash back)
"I love you."
At that moment I did not care if she meant it or not, it had been so long since anyone had said they loved me.

I held Ephesia in my arms as she stared up at me with eyes full of love.
"Say it again."
She giggled and damn did I love that sound.

"I love you. You're my best friend, my only friend."

It was the day of my highschool graduation and her, Elijah, and her grandmother were the only ones to come to my ceremony.

"And I'm so proud of you Luca. So freaking proud of you."
She was the most beautiful girl in the world to me with her big brown eyes and curly hair.

I leaned down and kissed her and she returned with little hesitation. She was not used to public displays of affection.

"Thank you, E."
The final kiss was to her temple.

"You're not gonna say it back?"
She rolled her eyes.

"You already know I love you girl."

(End of flashback)

My ten by ten cell did not feel as cold 6 months ago. 6 months and I haven't heard from her and I cannot help but to wonder how she is doing. How her baby is going, she would have given birth by now.

I hated how she made me believe that we had a chance at having family. She ripped my already broken heart into pieces. It was almost like she was unreal.

She betrayed me.

She turned her back on me.

She lied to me.

She turned her back on me.

She turned her back on us.

I had been seeing Elijah less and less on the yard and though I know he is there it's almost like he's avoiding me.

4 years and 3 months left.
That's a long time to let your thoughts eat away at you. I need to find something to help ease the things on my mind.

The get her off my mind before I lose my mind.

Time skip and flashback next chapter.
Love ya!

Until next time,
S.C ❤️.