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Pt 2 of bridge 
Requested by thatguynamednick
Tw mention of suicide, mention of hate.

Soz it took so long

Karl was in bed yesterday was really rough for him, his boyfriend was beside him his arms tightly wrapped around him waist scared Karl might try get up and leave again.

Karl couldn't sleep his head was too foggy and he couldn't think straight. All that went through his head was his problems surrounding his carrier, including the sheer amount of hate and stressful projects he just wanted to get away from.

Maybe if he hadn't stalled or kept his phone in him he would be in a better place. Somewhere he could just be himself and not worry about his public figure. Even if that place was just black and empty he still wouldn't have to deal with it anymore.

He took his phone off of the nightstand going onto Instagram.

"Fat" "ugly" "annoying" "f@g"

Those words stuck out to him as he curled in on himself, he checked twitter it was all the same, YouTube, twitch, tiktok. It was all the same the comments got worse as he scrolled through them the pit in his stomach getting bigger, tears began to fall down his face as a sob escaped his lips.

Clay awoke from behind him.

"Sugar are you ok?" He asked sweetly and calmly. He turned Karl around so he was facing him.

"Oh darling" he said wiping away his tears. "Can you tell what's bothering you" dream said.

"I just w-wish I would've J-ust done it I can't do i-it anymore dream I can't do it" he cried.

Dream noticed the phone In Karl's hand. "Were you reading comments?" Dream asked sighing slightly knowing that's probably what caused this.

Karl slowly nodded. "Can I see?" He asked. Karl shook his head.

"You'll think it's all true i-i don't want you to think of me like that" Karl cried.

"I could never think of you any differently than how I think of you right now, I love you so much reading comments won't change that" he said.

Karl reluctantly handed him his phone dream was silent for a while seeing the horrible things they were writing.

After about 5 minutes dream wrapped his arms around Karl holding him close.

"I'm so sorry baby you don't deserve that at all none of that is true ok don't believe it" he said.

Karl broke down into tears again. sobbing into his hand turning away from dream.

"Hey babe it's ok" dream said getting out of bed crouching beside him but Karl just turned away again.

"Babe look at me it's ok" dream said running a hand through Karl's hair.

"I'm sorry I just really want to be alone right now" Karl cried. "I can't leave you in the room alone but I can sit over here to give you some space would that help?" He asked.

"Mhm-" Karl mumbled hiding his face in the duvet.

"Ok my love call me if you need me" clay went to his computer thinking he should get some work done he started with posting a tweet.

"The hate Karl is receiving online needs to stop anyone that takes part in it is disgusting trying to make him feel bad about himself is horrible, Karl is currently taking a break from social media because of how bad it's gotten recently, this has to stop"

It read he immediately started getting replies from friends and other content creators.

He looked through the replies most if not all were agreeing with him.

He closed twitter and started working on a knew video. After about half an hour doing that Karl came over to him sitting on his lap.

"Hey darling are you feeling any better now" dream ask as Karl sat on his lap. He nodded burying his face into dream neck.

"I posted on twitter about the hate I think it might lay off a bit now" dream said. "Thank you baby, you didn't say anything about last night though, did you?" He muttered.

"Of course I didn't I wouldn't do that that's your decision to tell people I just said you're taking a break from social media for a bit was that ok?" Dream said running a hand through his hair.

"Mhm" Karl said snuggling into him. "Can I make you some breakfast." Dream asked nicely.

Karl hesitated looking down at himself. "Baby you look beautiful you're allowed to eat don't let them tell you otherwise" dream said.

"I love you" Karl mumbled. "I love you too" dream said hugging him tightly again.

"Thanks for being here with me"  he said.

"Of course I don't know what I would have done if I had lost you baby. I want you to know I'm here for you to talk to if that ever crosses your mind again come find me I'll help you my love" dream said rubbing Karl's back.

"Thank you" Karl said pecking his lips. "Now come on I'll make you some strawberry pancakes how does that sound?" Dream asked.

"Yes please" Karl said allowing himself to be picked up and taken to the kitchen

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