Fell in love with someone older | Keegan's fanfic

Part 4

-Logan Walker-

As i reloaded my gun, i looked at my sister, she seems..sad. I approached her and caressed her head, in that moment
she looked up at me, i saw in her eyes
tears, since she had blue eyes and she had always effect of crying that her eyes
get red when she had tears in her eyes.
"What's wrong?" i asked her, she sighed
deeply and shook her head.
"Nothing" she said, wiping her eyes from
tears.
"Maria please, don't lie to me" i said, looked straight at her.
"I told you, Logan, it's nothing" she said
looked away.
"What's up?" David asked when he came
to us.
"Our little sister is sad" i said, looked at David.
"What's happend?" David asked Maria.
"Nothing, Hesh, it's nothing" Maria said.
"Lie to Merrick, Keegan, even to our father, but not to your own brothers, young lady" i said, firmly.
"I'm just worried" Maria said.
"Why?" David asked.
"I just hope nobody won't die on this mission..against Rorke.." Maria said.
Something is off, i can feel it. We did too
many missions, similar to this, againist
Rorke, no one never gets hurt, but now,
Maria is worried about that? That's fucking off.
"No one will, like always" i said, shook my head.
"Alright.." Maria said, with little break
from her talking to us.
"Let's finish Rorke, forever" Maria said and David and i nodded, Maria nodded to us and left, i looked at David.
"Something is off" i said.
"What do you mean?" David asked me.
"Cmon, Hesh, we did missions like this and now Maria is worried? What the fuck man?!" i said annoyed.
"Of course she is worried, Logan! We putting our life in risk situation, for winning this battle, against Rorke." David said.
"Last time, when we almost win, Rorke took you away, brainwashed you..you almost killed us!" David continued.

-flashback, five years earlier-

"Drop it! Now!" Rorke said, while he grabbed me and made me to aimed gun at my older brother, David.
"You can't win Rorke. It's over" David said firmly.
Rorke shoot David and pushed me with him to David. Rorke put gun at David's heas, no, David said.
"Checkmate"
"Checkmate confirmed" Merrick said.
"What was that? What did you do?" Rorke asked David.
"You lost, Rorke" David said.
"It's over" David continued.
The train we were on was hit and started falling apart.
"Shit son.." Rorke said.
After we opened our eyes, Rorke tried to get the magnum, to kill David and me.
David pushed Rorke back, i took the magnum and shoot Rorke directly into the chest. We find ourself in water, i took David and we went out from the water.
David was injured and I sat him down.
"You got him, Logan.." David said.
"You did it.." David said.
"Merrick come in" David said to radio on his right shoulder.
"Merrick, do you copy?" David asked.
"Hesh? Hesh is that you?" Merrick asked.
"Yeah..i'm with Logan. We're okay" David said.
"And Rorke?" Merrick said.
"Dead. He is dead" David said.
"Copy that. The Federation's in full retreat. The rest of the payload's inbound to finish the job" Merrick said.
"Sit tight. Recon's coming for you" Merrick said.
"I'm proud of you, Logan" David said, with little smile on his face.
Rorke came and punched me, Hesh wanted to save me.
"Look what you did" Rorke said and  punched Hesh with his foot in the face.
"You would have been a hell of the Ghost" Rorke said to me, crouched and looked straight at my eyes.
"But, that's not gonna happen" Rorke continued.
"There ain't gonna be any Ghosts" Rorke continued.
"We gonna destroy them, together" Rorke continued.
Rorke grabbed my foot and dragged me away. Since, mine, David's and Maria's mother death, i refused to talk, now i wanted to call Hesh to help me..but i opened my mouth, but words refuse to get out. I needed to look at my brother, helpless to help me..it's hurts..i'm sorry Hesh..i tried to kill him..
"Logan.." Hesh said.
"Logan.." Hesh said tried to get to me, but he cannot walk.
"Logan!" Hesh tried again, but nothing.
"LOGAN!" Hesh yelled, but cannot move.

-end of flashback-