Wed by destiny

Bound by Fate, Torn by Uncertainty

After dinner Sanjana and Meera go to their rooms, change into night wears - plain kurta and leggings. They walk to their balcony. 

Sanjana's Room

'What just happened today? I met him again? Really?'He is a nice guy. I know that. But why does he not even look at me?' she thinks and touches her managalsutra and looks at it and smiles

She looks up at the stars.

'Mom dad...He is my husband, Mr. Aviraj Singh Raina. I can't believe this that he doesn't have a girlfriend. I tried to look him up on the internet and I found that he is most eligible bachelor and also doesn't have girlfriend. Mom dad he and his family does a lot of charity. They are always first when it comes to helping others. They have done a lot for their people, and you saw that right how welcoming they were? Dada, dadi, Vidya and Varsha Aunty, Sapna and Avni, they all welcomed us as if we are their family member and they love each other so much. But mom and dad he is not ready to look at me. He could be right as every girl around him could be for his money but I will make try to make him understand that that's not true. I am with him not for his money but to be his better half. But I am worthy enough to be his better half? Is he looking for someone from his status? I come from a poor family. Mom .. How can destiny get us married? When we weren't even looking for  someone? I have a feeling that we are connected. Perhaps there's a reason fate brought us together, beyond our comprehension. Maybe it's about finding a deeper connection, one that transcends wealth and status. And yes, I may come from a poor background, but this relationship knows no boundaries, no social status. It's about two souls finding each other in the vastness of this world, and maybe, just maybe, Aviraj and I were meant to find each other in this chaotic journey called life. So, mom and dad, I know this may seem unconventional, but I ask for your support and blessings as we embark on this uncertain path together, navigating through the intricacies of love and destiny. As I step into the role of Aviraj's wife, I find myself grappling with questions and uncertainties. I am not sure if this marriage is based on understanding or fights, or perhaps a combination of both. Being his wife, I am determined to understand him better, to unravel the complexities of his character, and to see beyond the facade he presents to the world. It's a journey of discovery, both for him and for me. And while I may not have all the answers now, I am committed to exploring this relationship with an open heart and mind, hoping to find solace and fulfillment in the bond we share. As we navigate through the ups and downs of married life, I am eager to see where this path leads us, and whether our union is destined for a deeper, more meaningful connection or not'  she thinks playing with her mangalsutra thinking of the first time they met in the temple. 

As she stood alone in her room, her mind heavy with worry, she couldn't shake the feeling of not knowing what would happen. She worried that Aviraj might see her as not good enough because of where she comes from. It made her feel scared. She wondered if he was only with her until someone better came along. It hurt her to think about it, but she couldn't ignore the mix of feelings inside her. On one hand, she felt sad at the idea of losing him and the special connection they shared. But on the other hand, she felt determined to accept whatever happened. If Aviraj didn't want to be with her, she promised herself she would let him go. She didn't want him to feel like he had to be with her out of duty. Even as she prayed silently for strength to face whatever came next, she couldn't help but hold onto a tiny bit of hope. Maybe, just maybe, there was a chance for them to find love together, even through all the uncertainty. And so, with a mix of fear and hope, she prepared herself for whatever lay ahead, ready to understand her own feelings better and come out of it all stronger and wiser.