Love Quadrilateral

Chapter 1- Brand New Me

A/N: I'm gonna try to build up Zeke's character in this chapter so for some it might be a bit long and boring but trust me it's worth it. Please remember this is my first book lol.

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AT THE FARM
ZEEK'S POV

Oooook where do we begin, My name is Zeke and I am 19 years old. I was left at the doorstep of a random farmer when I was a baby because of whatever reason. I grew up in Houston, Texas which wasn't that bad until I hit puberty.

You see, not many 12 and 13-year-olds get why a boy's chest was growing alongside the girls, why no bass was in my voice, and why I didn't act like most boys so I got bullied so bad that my personality changed completely. I'm a little sensitive.

What was once a vibrant and colorful young boy turned into a shy and depressed teen. When Mr.Jonesson the farmer who found me at his doorstep saw this drastic change he decided to homeschool me and let's just say that conversation was awkwaaaaaard. It went something like this.

Flashback
"Why?" I asked worriedly in my 14-year-old voice. "Because I-I" Mr. Jonesson stuttered " You're not like most boys," he said "How so?" I questioned "As you were growing I was confused about what was happening with you because once you turned 4 and your facial features were those of a boy, I-I mean I nursed you so I know your uhm situation down there," he said explaining "And...?" I questioned still confused. " " I watched you grow even further and it never changed and so I took you to the town doctor and he said you're one of those cases where you are a male but also technically a female, something to do with hormones and all that stuff, intersex he called it" after that he explained how most boys and girls were different through what could've only been described as the horror version of the birds and the bees and why I was going to experience trouble if I continued in public school regarding bathrooms, periods and just my overall appearance.
End Flashback

So over the years I mostly had to teach myself because Mr. J was quite uneducated himself. However, what he did know was farming and that is exactly what he taught me; how to take care of crops and the various animals we had on the farm.

During these years I developed my fashion sense which came from the way my body was shaped. Turns out that when you eat Carbohydrates and do hard labor many of which are squats every day you tend to get a little bountiful.

So I wear EXTREMELY oversized clothes and most times I wear more than one layer. That's the reason most summers found me in my bed lol. These years were also when I decided that I wanted to become a farmer just like Mr. J, because of this I worked hard which paid off when I did the SATs two years ago. I got an above-average score and attended a graduation ceremony for my certification.

At 18 I wasn't completely sure if the choice to become a farmer was still what I wanted so I waited a year.

Now 19 years old I've decided that I still wanted to be a farmer but I also wanted an education to see the world to experience love and to just enjoy life so I applied to several HBCUs and I haven't gotten any mail of them responding.

The thought of being with people my age group frightened me but also excited me. Being out of touch with the real world changed me and if I'm being honest I don't even know who I would be anymore. But I wanted to be more than I was now I wanted to be a brand new me. And maybe this was my only opportunity to discover that.

"Zee!" I heard Mr. J  calling my name so I went on the inside to see what it was about.

A/N: Guys please comment on any area you can see me doing better in I would appreciate it soooooooo much and vote! Also on a scale of 1-10, how steamy and sexy would you like this story to be?