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THE DAILY NEWS 
KAZIAN WILSON SPEAKS OUT ABOUT TATIANA CASTIELLO, CASIMIR DAMON BACKS HIM UP!

BBC NEWS 
JASON PARKER AND ERIK ISACSSON REVEAL THE TRUTH ABOUT THEIR PAST WITH TATIANA CASTIELLO

BUZZFEED
TATIANA CASTIELLO WAS SPOTTED WALKING OUT FROM A CLUB ALMOST BLACKED OUT AND COMPLETELY WASTED

US WEEKLY 
"LIARS WILL ALWAYS BE LIARS," SAYS IZZET IN RECENT INTERVIEW ABOUT THE LATEST SCANDALS ABOUT TATIANA

PAPARAZZI 
SHOULD TATIANA BE CANCELLED?

THE SUN
CHARLES LECLERC SPOTTED WITH A DRUNK TATIANA CASTIELLO

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The Sun @TheSun • 12m
Famous Formula One driver Charles Leclerc was spotted yesterday night with the retired rowing champion Tatiana Castiello. The young rower has been reported to have been really drunk and that she could barely walk straight by herself. Recent ongoing news makes one wonder if fame is rapidly getting to her and whether she has finally reached her final straw. Are we currently witnessing the fall of a famous nepo baby? Comment below what you guys think.
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Rina Erin @username • 11m
I am so disappointed in her. Like what is going on? It's ridiculous how good she is at playing this down-to-earth good-girl role when in reality she's a sick psychopath who really should be put in an asylum. Fucking insane woman.
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Kim Jaewoo @username • 8m
Do you think I'd be able to get a hold of her secret sex tape? She would look so sexy in it. I mean how cool it would be to date her despite her being a certified psycho according to her exes.
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Izzet Yuksek @yuksek.izzet • 5m
Hepiniz midemi bulandırıyorsunuz. Sizin sorununuz ne?
Translation: You all make me sick to my stomach. What the fuck is wrong with you people?
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"So, you've found yourself in a real mess." My mother said through the phone. I sighed as I lay on my bed. It was currently Tuesday and I had done nothing at all but lay on my bed doing nothing, just like I had done nothing productive at all yesterday. Kelly had begged me to go on a lunch meeting with her together with the other women who were currently dating other drivers on the grid but I declined and said I had to do other things. I didn't have other things to do, I just didn't have the energy to go.

"Tell me about it. I have read all of the articles that have been published these two days. People are after my head, Ma." I mumbled. Somehow all four of my exes had managed to spin a very convincing story about how I was the toxic, psychopathic ex when in reality I am the one who is carrying the scars from the relationships both mentally and physically.

"You haven't talked with your dad yet, darling." I sighed as I rubbed my eyes. My mother was right. I hadn't reached out to my dad since Saturday. I didn't have the bravery to hear his soft voice telling me everything would be alright and that he would always be proud of me no matter what.

"How am I supposed to talk with him, mama? After all of this is getting dragged into the spotlight?" I asked. I hated this. This time I wasn't the one who did the wrong thing. But how would I be able to convince the public when my exes had apparently decided to meet up and agree to push me under the train?

"You know you're the victim here, my love. Besides, your father loves you. I love you, Tatiana. You never should have been put in those situations that these horrible boys put you through. Your father and I never blamed you for dating them. You aren't able to see into the future, and we all were blinded by their innocent acts." My mother replied, her voice calm and reassuring. I felt like crying. I hated this feeling of hopelessness.

"Mama, I feel so weak. Why now? Why are they bringing it up now? It's been years, Ma." I let out a pitiful sob as I made myself smaller on the bed.

"I don't know, and I promise you when I get my hands on these boys I will make sure that they wish that they've never messed with you. Your father is currently contacting your dear old uncle Valentino for help."

"Uncle Valentino is getting involved? Isn't he involved with the mafia or something?" I wondered. It's been many years since I last saw that old man.

"Ha!" My mother laughed through the phone. "Valentino, involved with the mafia? No, sweetie. He's just involved with some secret service."

"Have you talked with Avaluna?" I asked. I haven't spoken with Avaluna at all since I read her message where she asked me what was wrong with me. I have to admit that her message hurt me a lot.

"No, Tatiana. I haven't. Why? Has something happened between you two?" My mother's sweet voice sounded in my ears, like a gentle lullaby.

"Nevermind. I'll try to call Papa when I've calmed down a bit." I responded. "Bye, I love you."
"I love you too, my sweet daughter. Lots of kisses and hugs from me." She replied. I let out a sigh as I hung up on the phone.

I stared at the ceiling wondering whether both Max and Kelly had already left the hotel for the airport. I wondered whether they decided to go back to Monaco earlier or if they took a quick stop in Brazil for Kelly and her daughter.

I never thought I would ever find it depressing to be all alone in another country but here I am, crying my heart out because of some people that truly know how to hit me when I'm down.

Fuck people.

I wondered if I should reach out to Izzet and ask him whether he's up for hosting me for a week or two in Turkey or if he is busy filming another Turkish drama. How could I have ever let it go this far?

Perhaps my tears are for the innocence I lost back when I was younger and dating Casimir. I mindlessly traced the tiny scar I had on my waist, feeling the small bump that was still left from the incident where he wanted to see me bleed.

Maybe they were all right. Maybe, Casimir, Kazian, Jason, and Erik had been all right when they all had in one way or another told me that I was unlovable and that what they were doing towards me was something that I deserved. That the kind way my father treated me was wrong and that only pain and suffering was the life I should have been living.

Sometimes, I wonder what made these four turn into such great manipulators and sadists. Was I the only victim by their hands or had other women both before me and after me have to suffer through the same thing? All these questions that I had no answer to. 

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