The crash [GIRLXGIRL]

the room

The room smelled like dusty boots with mold; it had a damp air. The bed had a dirty florist print.

"It's, um, nice," I said as we dropped the shopping bags on the floor.

"No, it's not," JJ laughed, "but I am exhausted so I don't care." She jumped onto the bed, arms spread, and lay on her back. I crawled onto the bed and wrapped my arms around her, putting my head on her chest.

"This week's been the worst week of my life, but it's also been the best because you were doing it with me," she said, running her hand through my hair.

"Wherever you go, I go," I said, looking up at her into her starry eyes. I crawled up to the top of the bed, and she did the same; our noses touched, and we stared into each other's eyes, waiting for the slightest little sound to ruin the moment.

"I love you," I said.

"I love you too," she repeated. I closed my eyes and leaned into her soft lips. She grabbed my waist and pulled me onto her, kissing me more hard and passionately than she's ever done before. She flipped so I was under her.

"Do you mind?" she looked down at my chest. I nodded my head enthusiastically. She slowly took off my shirt with my help, then took hers off till our half-naked bodies were touching each other. I flipped myself over so she could undo my bra from the back. She flung it on the floor. I grabbed her neck, pulling her in close to my lips, practically begging for more. She pulled away, teasing me.

"You're so sexy," she looked into my eyes then began to kiss down my body, still remaining eye contact with me. I couldn't help but let out a deep breath.

"I'm going to make you feel so good," she brought herself back up to my eye level and slowly moved her hand down my body, slipping it into my underwear. I shuddered as her cold hand touched my belt line. She slowly put her fingers inside of me, rubbing my clit till I felt like I was going to combust. She got faster, putting her fingers in and out.

"Oh, J, that feels so good," I said, leaning forward towards her lips. She kissed me; I bit her bottom lip impulsively, which only made her go faster. I didn't know where she learned this considering she's never been with a girl before, but hell, it felt so good I didn't care.

"Make me cum," I whispered in her ear. She gave me a smirk and slowly kissed down my body. I grabbed her hand; she pulled down my underwear, leaving me completely naked. She kissed my pussy before sticking her tongue in it. She twirled it, making me want to explode. I squeezed her hand tighter and let out the biggest moan. I grabbed the back of her head with one of my hands, intertwining my fingers in her hair.

"Fuck, Jessica," she gets her hand and puts her fingers in and out.

"Oh fuck, Jessica," I screamed, moaning so loud she speeds up faster, tongue motions faster, fingers. I want to scream, I want to burst.

"Yeah, right there, baby," I moaned, squeezing JJ's hand so tight her fingers turned blue, but it didn't stop her. She got faster and faster till I finally met my limit and climax, my back arched, and my muscles relaxed. She joined me at the top, her face wet. I closed my legs, feeling the dampness between them. I wanted to make her feel how she made me feel. I kissed her and her neck, slowly putting my hand down her chest, just like she did, about to reach her underwear. I looked at her; her eyes were clenched shut before I could even think about why she grabbed my wrist.

"I can't. I'm sor- I can't. I'm not ready. Let's just go to sleep," she gave me a smile. I nodded in approval and got my underwear on and cuddled up next to her, our legs intertwined. I kissed the back of her neck and buried my head in her back. Even though we hadn't showered in two days, she still smelled so good. I put my hand on hers.

"Did that feel good?" she asked.

"The best thing I've ever felt," I said.

"Really?"

"Yeah, how did you learn how to do that?"

"I watched porn," she whispered.

"What?" I laughed.

"I watched porn," she said louder with a laugh.

"Well, it worked. I've never felt so good in my life," I said, holding her hand.

"Hey, do you even know where we are?"

"No," she laughed. We both laughed and fell asleep.

The next morning, I woke up to JJ putting her pants on.

"Hey, I didn't want to wake you, but we better get going soon. We can't stay in a place for too long."

"Yeah, you're right," I stretched my arms above my head.

I sat up next to her and put my hand on her thigh.

"I'm going to go to the restroom," I said, kissing her on the cheek. I finished up in there and washed my hands on the side of the sink, where a half-empty bottle of some kind of medicine caught my eye.

"Jaje, what's this?" I showed her the bottle.

"Oh, they're just antidepressants, don't worry," she said, packing the half-empty packets in the shopping bags.

"Where are the rest of them?"

"Calm down, I've been taking them over time."

"I didn't know you were depressed," I said, sitting next to her and putting my arms around her shoulder.

"Of course, I am. Everything's wrong with me. I'm broken."

"Hey, shut the fuck up."

"What?" she asked in confusion.

"No one's going to talk about my girlfriend like that, not even my girlfriend, okay? You're perfect, and I would be lost without you," I kissed her on the lips.

"Girlfriend?" she smiled.

"Of course, you're my girlfriend, stupid."

"Okay, are you ready to go?" she smiled.

"Yeah, I just got to get ready."

As we drove on the road in silence, I saw something in the distance.

"Look, a phone booth, stop here," I screamed.

We stopped, and I called Ryan. He took a while to answer.

"Hello, who's this?" said his muffled voice.

"Hey ry".

"Maya? What are you doing? What's going on? Where are you?"

"I'll explain it when we see you."

"The police have been here; they've been asking if I've seen you."

I looked at JJ.

"Okay, we'll be there soon."

"We?" he questioned. I hung up the phone quickly.

"Do you think it's the best idea? What if the police come back?"

"Hey, everything's going to be okay."

"We don't know how to get to New York, and it takes over a day to get there."

"It's okay; come on."

We drove for a long time; it was dark out until we eventually passed a massive sign in front of a building.

"Mississippi Trucker Yield."

"Hey, baby look" I say to JJ who's driving, 'Mississippi,'" I say with a smile.

"Halfway there," she smiles back. I put my hand on hers.

"We need a place to sleep," I state.

"I don't see any motels."

"Not like we have much money left to stay in one."