Unpredictable Connection

5.Hurt

Becky's POV:

At lunchtime, I met Irin and Char. We all were hungry so we went to a cafe. We had our lunch and I was surprised to know Char and Irin were also invited to the party as they were also selected as representatives.

"Congratulations to both of you guys. I'm so happy to know that."

"We are also glad but now it's treat time," Char said with excitement

"But are we gonna attend that party with this dress?"

"Irin doesn't think that much dude. Se everyone is wearing simple and it's a birthday party. So, chill"

"Becky is right Irin. Now we are done so shall we leave?"

"Yes sure" / "Why not?"

The moment we were about to leave I saw my bunny having a chit-chat with p'fa and p'heng. She wasn't laughing they were talking seriously and Freen showed them a ring. Will she propose someone today? Don't I deserve to be loved? No Becky think positively.

"Beck, don't think that much. You made a mistake but that doesn't mean you don't deserve to be loved. "

"First let's go from here char" Irin grabbed my hand and we left ...

We had already found a suitable place where the three of us could talk... I was unable to hold back my tears.
"Beck", Char hugged me and they let me cry. After some time I stopped crying and sat down on a bench nearby. Irin gave me a bottle of water.

"Becky I know you have worked hard and you are here just to get P'freen back. How can you be this weak after fighting hard? Stay strong Bec. "

"Yes bec, Irin is right. You should just move on if Freen proposes P'nam"

"How am I supposed to stay strong? After leaving her even I was hurt. I tried to contact her but she wasn't available anywhere. When I found her on social media I started following her and thought if I did better I could convince my parents. So that they will allow me to study in Thailand. I applied for this institute because Freen is here. But after coming here it feels like she doesn't even know me. It hurts like hell Char. I can't explain it Irin"

"Beck, I know, the wearer best knows where the shoe pinches. But you should also know that you can't just beg for her love".

"I'm even ready to do so too. I just want my bunny back" I said while sobbing

"We are always with you and we will support you but can't see you like this. So just stop crying and think how can you talk to Freen.."

"Char, Let's start praying for that girl to reject Freen" Irin was trying to boost my mood but I looked at her angrily

"Relax bec, freen will never propose to someone.. As much I've heard from Senios and my classmates, Freen only smiles when she is with her friends, and for others, She is an Ice queen." Irin said.

"My classmates told me to be away from Freen. Coz she is heartless and doesn't make friends.."

"So, who are they? "

"My classmate told me that they all are childhood friends and their parents are business partners. Moreover, P'fa and Freen are cousins."

"Yes, I know that Char. But she never posts anything about her friends and P'fa did but I didn't pay any heed to those posts. I thought Freen was not interested in all these things"

"Okay bec, Now we should go to our classes"

"I don't want to. I want to find that Nam and just punch her"

"shut up, Beck. I know her she is a nice person" I was about to say something but the bell rang.

"We are class representatives and we have to be present on time," Irin said She was right so Char and me, we also headed for our class.

When I was done with my classes I went in front of the music room and found Irin, Char, and 2 more students. I was already feeling disgusted and after seeing a human mushroom I felt like vomiting on his face.. But somehow I managed to smile at him.

"So kids, as all of you are here let's go inside."

Char asked him why it was just 5 of us and she replied that till now there are only 5 representatives were selected. Fuck I'm lucky.

After entering P'kate Introduced us to everyone and everyone greeted us. We all were talking and I saw Freen standing in a corner and looking at her phone. Hope that bitch is not messaging her.

I went to her and called her bunny but she acted like she didn't even know me. That hurts. I left her after saying sorry and went to a corner. After me, Char, Seng, Irin, and Nita went to her. She hugged Nita and she was smiling continuously looking at her. What the fuck this girl is doing. I was so done but I saw Char said something that made her tense. P'fa went there, so I also decided to go there.

When I reached there I heard Nita saying It was a birthday party for that bitch Nam. And Freen called her "My Nita" ... WHAT THE FUCK IS HAPPENING HERE..

P'heng announced Nam will be there soon. So, P'fa showed everyone their place and they went near the door. Freen took Nita with her. I MEAN WHAT THE FUCK SHE IS DOING????????

Nam entered and she was surprised. Freen brought cake near her and she blew the candles. I was standing far from them so I didn't hear what they said.. P'fa wished her and Freen gave her that fucking ring???? She was so happy and almost hugged Freen but Freen stopped her from doing so. That was an engagement ring and she put it in her finger... P'fa wished her by saying," Wish you a happy life ahead with your loving life partner" .. WTF she is engaged? To whom? I can't take this anymore........

P'kate came to me and told me to follow her which I did and she introduced us to Nam. Char once helped Nam that's why she knew Nam... Char introduced me and Irin as her best friend and Nam asked me some questions I was already jealous of her so I answered in that way.. I also got new information like, Nita is like Nam's younger sister.

"That's why Freen hugged her," I said in my mind. Everyone talked with each other and had a lot of fun.. Even Irin was also able to talk with Noey and I think they have already exchanged their numbers.

It was time to go back I was tense coz it would take 1 hour and it was already 10.. But P'fa almost ordered Freen to drop us at the house and told Nam to join Freen. 1st she denied but P'heng pressured her. He said,

"Nam we all know you will not move your ass from Freen's condo tonight. So, drop them and go there."

What the fuck that means? They are together?? I think Irin was right. But I can't give up on her. Now I felt like I'd lost everything.

Freen opened the door for the passenger seat for Nam but she signaled her. Freen then opened the door of the back seat for her. Char and Irin also sat in the back seat. There was no other option for me. I had to sit beside Freen.

I want to know their relationship.
I want to know what made my clumsy and always smiling bunny like this.. Now she hardly smiles. As is she can only see 6 people around her, Nam, Nita, Kate, P'fa, P'heng, and Noey.
What happened to you bunny?

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Let's wait and hope for the best.
Take care and Forgive me for my mistakes.

Thanks for reading