Bodyguard || Sunghoon ff ||

~32~

Sunghoon's P.O.V

I hate that Ahra is going to this stupid party in that sexy ass outfit and I can't do anything about it.

As the night goes on, she just dances with guys, laughing and being all cute with guys that aren't me. Is she doing it on purpose? No, why would she care how I feel about her dancing with other guys. Maybe I should talk to a girl, give her a taste of her own medicine. This girl walks up to me, making conversation so I talk back. She was pretty boring so I let out a breath of relief when I felt Arah's hand on my arm.

Great, Ahra got in an argument that I have to save her from. I mean, the girl said some mean shit, so I was not going to let that slide, at all.

Once we finished dancing, Heeseung's dumb ass suggested spin the bottle truth or dare. Now Ahra was picked and dared to kiss the guy she was dancing with earlier. No way she's really gonna kiss this guy right in front of me. I grab her hand, stopping her.

No way, I kissed Ahra! Where the fuck did I get the balls to do that? Fuck, this is not good. I'm so scared that she's going to tell me she just 'doesn't like me like that' so I keep making excuses for myself, making it seem like I don't like her. Why am I so scared of rejection? Oh, I know why, but whatever. I'd rather be on good terms with her and like her from afar, than have her reject me and things be weird.

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"So, can you finally tell me what it is I agreed to help you with?" I nag Ahra once we get home.

"Ok, but remember you pinky promised, right?" Ahra says and I nod, eager to know already.

"Ok, I need you to help me confess to the guy I like." Ahra says and my heart drops down to my ass. Well shit.

"Oh- um. Yeah, I can try to help." I say. Am I really about to do this? Should I just give her bad tips so her crush can reject her? Nooo no, that's not nice. Plus, I don't own her and she does not owe me anything.

"So, it's like sometimes, this guy seems to like me, and sometimes it feels like he doesn't. I've tried so many ways to try and push him to confess but nothing is working and I'm feeling a little hopeless." Ahra says and I feel a little sad for her. Feeling confused about someone's feelings for you is the worst.

"I mean, it would help if I knew who you were talking about, but let me think of something." I say and she nods. I can't believe I'm really helping her confess to another guy.

"Maybe just sit him down one day and straight up tell him how you feel. If he feels the same, it doesn't matter how you confess, it matters that you confess." I say and she smiles.

"Thanks Sunghoon, you're the best." She says, hugging me. Great, a nice friendly hug to go with the fact that she likes someone who isn't me.

"Ok, I'll be in my room." She says, turning around. Right as she's about to walk away, I grab her hand.

"Listen boy, your girlfriend right here is a smart, intelligent woman. Nowadays, those are hard to come across so don't lose her, ok? Never let a good opportunity pass you by." The lady's words play in my head.

I can't keep my feelings in and I'm tired of being too scared. I've fought criminals before with no fear, yet I'm too scared to tell the girl I like that I like her. Fuck being scared, I'm over it.

"Ahra, wait." I say and she turns to face me. "Forget everything I just said. I can't stop thinking about what that lady said about not letting a good opportunity pass and she's right. I can't let you tell that guy that you like him without just hearing me out first, Please." I say and she just looks up at me, her big brown eyes shining with anticipation as she nods. God, she's beautiful, this is gonna be hard.