Sting's heart breaks seeing you with tears flowing down your face after looking through photo albums laying every picture you found of your aunt Jill on the coffee table unable to hold in the grief and agony you've never truly dealt with. He's heard stories of jill from you of the two of you growing up together along with your siblings, two uncles, and other aunt since all of you weren't far apart in age being glued to the hip with each other until she passed away when you were thirty and what made sadder was not only that she was forty two when she died but that she had gotten killed by someone high on drugs thankfully that person was arrested and is serving a life sentence in prison for what had happened to your aunt but it never truly heals everything or brings her back to this world but god if she was here you would be absolutely over the moon to have her back and sting wished he could do that for you seeing you tremble with heart wrenching sobs wrapping yourself in his arms. "God I wished I told her I loved her instead of complaining that she mothered me too much" you hold in the guilt that the last words you told her was that she wasn't your mother even though she had always been more of a sister to you than an aunt and you regret the last words you ever said to her "She knows you do" you watch him lift up the greatest picture of her when she was twenty on the beach raising a brow when he tells you to shower and change right before he leaves doing what he says and walking down in a baby blue dress when he walks back in with flowers handing you a bouquet of lillies and placing a bouquet of forget me nots on the table "Which cemetery is she at? We're gonna go see her" your heart melts and tears form before the two of you were out the door and at the cemetery you hadn't visited since her funeral from all the feelings you held in watching him talk to her saying that he had heard so much about her and wished he could have met her putting the flowers in front of her grave before finally you broke down "God I'm sorry Jill, I just wish I would have told you that I loved you before you got killed...I know you were trying to look after me". Finally after nine years of blaming yourself and guilt eating away at you it was all out finishing your words with "I miss you so much and I love you with all my heart Jill" a new feeling flows through you rather than guilt or anger at yourself peace suddenly washes over you finally understanding that jill still loved you and was with you even though you wished that she was still on this earth but right now as the smell of forget me nots flows in the air and you being held by sting was the first step of the long journey of healing but with sting by your side you knew no matter how long you'd complete the journey.
