He brings back my old self

chapter 33

 so guys sorry if it's not that good.

 and for my readers thnks for still reading it until the end. 

also this chapter was kind of boring, hehehe DRAMA.  ihateit! but i need to include it here hehehe.. it's a short update sorry. the nxt chapter will be their conversation while planning the war and after that was the war :P 

this story is about to end i just don't know how many chapter would it take maybe 37.. i just don't know and i know it's boooooooooriiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiing

CHAPTER 33

DEVIN'S P.O.V.

I am totally worried right now. Kia and Selene went out for the whole day and since then they are still out. I am getting nervous every passing minute. But I needed to compose myself and plan th war with the rouges. I am going to kill them one by one.

The whole day we focused on planning. I could still feel that Ryker was off but Nathan was calm. Because of this instead of having a conversation about the plan we had a conversation about Selene and Kia. That's when I learn many things about my mate and my Female Beta.

But that's not the case. The case is they are not back yet and it's getting on my nerves. I want them here and now. And like reading my mind, they now stood infront of me with smiles, Selene having a forced one.

I went to her side.

"I'm so sorry but you've done a great way of making me worried. I almost lost control." I said to her sincerely. Making her smile at me. I think she hears the sincerity in my voice and also sees it in my eyes.

Selene was just standing there warning clear in her eyes. I gave her a reassuring smile but she just glared at me before walking inside the house only to be stopped by her own mate. Who looks like about to pass out from nervousness but still standing infront of her with enough courage.

Kia being my mate could hear my thoughts. She let out a giggle earning a confuse glance from Ryker who's still looks like he's about to pee. And from that thought Kia laughed harder. Now that I looked directly at her. She change back to her human form.

I smiled at her before gesturing towards the house. She just nodded before going inside. I on the other hand whispered a good luck to Ryker making him shot me a glare and me to laugh at him before going inside. Kia was just staring at me, amused.

"What!?" I asked innocently. She just shook her head laughing at me.

RYKER'S POV.

I was so nervous when I smelled her scent. I know I needed to confront her. To ask for her forgiveness but what should I do. I know she's angry at me and she'd told me that I'll be killed. Ughhhhhh. I'm chickening out in this.

I was about to go to my room and just locked myself up when suddenly my shirt was being pulled downwards by two hands. One is from Nathan and the other is from my twin.

"Where do you think you are going?" They asked. I just scratched my nape nervously before answering them.

"ummm. Uptairs?" I answered more like asking permission.

"oh no no no no you're not going any where until you asked for my sister's forgiveness." Nathan said seriously.

"but she'll kill me." I whined at them.

"no she's not. She just said it because she's angry." Nathan answered again.

"But--- " I was about to reason out when Rowan cut me off.

"but what brother? You know you should just man up and asked her forgiveness. Do not chicken out on your mate. You've told me this when I have my first argument with Andrea." Rowan said seriously but the hurt that had passed in his eyes was readable. He cannot overcome the past. So did I.

"do not talk so big Rowan. You cannot even overcome your past." I said angrily. I know I pity him but this is something I just cannot do and then here he is talking to me while his second chance mate is suffering due to his own fault.

"I do not talk big, brother. I know I cannot overcome the past. I cannot accept her yet but you, you had accepted her as your mate but you would just chicken out because  you've done a mistake." He said.

I know I cannot argue anymore cause he's right and I'm wrong. I just cannot pull myself to go towards her and say sorry. But before I know it I was being push towards the door and I don't have any thing to do but to obey them. 

When I was out of the door. I saw Selene just standing there staring at me. Anger, amused and a little happiness was what you could read in her eyes. It made me nervous.

She smirked a little before I heard Devin and Kia's Laughed. I just glared at the two.

Devin had said a good luck which made me angrier at them. He just laughed it all off.

Now that they are not here I'm facing my doom.

"speak." Selene seriously said. Her face was emotionless and power is radiating off of her. I gulped before starting my not so great speech.

"I know everything about you. And I'm so sorry for not asking. It's not my fault because I don't have any say on it as well. My wolf just overtake my body and used it to mark you. If only I could stop my wolf then I would never do such a thing but what done is done. Please forgive me to not have a good control over my wolf. I don't want you to walk away from my life. I know I'm not worth of you. You are a demigod and I am just a werewolf. I don't have the same powers as you but I still love you and even if my brain protests. I cannot seem to stop myself from loving you cause let's face it. We are meant to be with each other. And I'll do everything just so you could forgive me." I said sincerely. She's still emotionless and just staring at me.

I just lowered my head. Thinking that she doesn't accept my apology. I was about to walk away when she uttered some words.

"did I said that you could walk away?" Selene ask me. I shook my head like a little kid. I know if someone would look at us they would probably think I am gay. But let's face it the girl infront of me is powerful besides being my mate and all. She's also the grandchild of a god. not any god but the God of War. Who would not be scared of her?

"I know you think that you don't deserve me but the truth is I'm the one who doesn't deserve you. You are a person full of courage, calm and always thinking before he acts something. You are raised to have teamwork with your pack. You have the perfect balance of things but I on the other hand was raised to alone. Never to trust those who are beside me until you see them worth. I am not perfect and I have more experienced being alone than being with someone and helping them incase of war. You are someone who could talk to others without even having your confidence falter and I am your opposite. That's the reason why I didn't told anyone about my plans. My brother only did know such things because I am his twin. He knows everymove I do." she said sadly.

I quickly turned towards her and kissed her lips in a slow and passionate one.

"you are mine and mine alone. I do not care about our differences. We are not perfect but we are perfect for each other." I said after kissing her. She just smiled at me before talking again.

"okay now that we have established that. I hate to ruin our moment but I do not like Dramas so come on and we needed to plan things out." She said sheepishly.

"Right and since I am not also a fan of Dramas let’s stop this and go to where our Alpha couple is and stop them from doing something that may scar others." I said grinning and then that's when we heard someone shout from inside the house. And I'm guessing its Devin hearing our conversation. We just laughed before going inside.

sorry if it's boring :( i still hope that u would the last remaining chapters :)