Satin pink lace covers Felix's torso now. It's a change from the black and red hoodie he had on previously. He wonders how they changed him without him knowing, but remembers that they drugged him.
Is that the reason behind his memories? He dreamt of his friends last night. One of the numerous times he and Jooyeon got them all kicked out of Walmart. for fucking around and the star incident.
he still loves those stars.
he hopes they keep them even when he's gone.
a lost reminder of what everything used to be like, before everything went wrong.
maybe it can be like that again someday.
i҉̧̯̤̙͔̑ͧ̅̔ͦ́͜͟͢͝͠t҉̷҉̢͖͔̹͛̌͊͘͜͢͠͡͡ w҉̢̡̹̮͌̄ͦ͜͟͟͞͠͞o҉̢̡̲͇̌͗̀͢͝n̸͐̈́͟͟͝'t҉̷҉̢͖͔̹͛̌͊͘͜͢͠͡͡, t҉̷҉̢͖͔̹͛̌͊͘͜͢͠͡͡h̷̶̘̘̬ͭ̏͞͡o҉̢̡̲͇̌͗̀͢͝u̶͖̖͆̊̈́͡͡g̷̵̸̡̼̱͎͎̞ͤͬ̅͢͟͞h̷̶̘̘̬ͭ̏͞͡. h̷̶̘̘̬ͭ̏͞͡e̵̡̫̫͍͕̎ͭ̐͟͟͝͞'s҉̝̭̦͚̑ͯ̌͡ s҉̝̭̦͚̑ͯ̌͡m̴̵҉̸̲̗̰̼͗͌̃̇͟͟͟͠͞͠a҉͖̟̜̞̂̃̑̽͢͢͠͡r҉̵҉̛̠̩̥̋ͦ̆͆͟͞͡͞͠t҉̷҉̢͖͔̹͛̌͊͘͜͢͠͡͡e̵̡̫̫͍͕̎ͭ̐͟͟͝͞r҉̵҉̛̠̩̥̋ͦ̆͆͟͞͡͞͠ t҉̷҉̢͖͔̹͛̌͊͘͜͢͠͡͡h̷̶̘̘̬ͭ̏͞͡a҉͖̟̜̞̂̃̑̽͢͢͠͡n̸͐̈́͟͟͝ t҉̷҉̢͖͔̹͛̌͊͘͜͢͠͡͡o҉̢̡̲͇̌͗̀͢͝ b҉͙̺̻̥̅̎͋̕͜͝͡͞͠e̵̡̫̫͍͕̎ͭ̐͟͟͝͞l̶҉̰͚͖͕̍̈́̅͗̏̇͢͜͜͝i҉̧̯̤̙͔̑ͧ̅̔ͦ́͜͟͢͝͠e̵̡̫̫͍͕̎ͭ̐͟͟͝͞v҉̨̊͢͠͠e̵̡̫̫͍͕̎ͭ̐͟͟͝͞ t҉̷҉̢͖͔̹͛̌͊͘͜͢͠͡͡h̷̶̘̘̬ͭ̏͞͡a҉͖̟̜̞̂̃̑̽͢͢͠͡t҉̷҉̢͖͔̹͛̌͊͘͜͢͠͡͡
how long has he been here?
he doesn't know.
"Hi, Felix." A voice, almost dripping with sweetness, calls out to him. It reminds him of how Jungsu acted with their friend group when they were sad.
this wasn't Jungsu.
this isn't Jungsu, Felix. You can't trust him.
Felix shivers when they climb on the bed with him. Why can't he just be left alone? He wants to go home.The fabric wrapped around his body is uncomfortable, and he wishes he had his hoodie on.
it's not even mine.
it's Jooyeon's.
"I'm Jeongin. It's nice to finally meet you."
Felix hates the sigh of relief that washes over him. He remembers what Jisung had said– both times– that Jeongin was kind but forceful.
and that Felix couldn't trust him as much as Jisung originally thought he could.
that doesn't matter right now, Lixie.
Lixie?
where did that come from?
"You look so pretty."
The relief that was there quickly turns into dread when he realizes the look in Jeongin's eyes and realizes how fucked he is.
i want to go home.
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By the time Jeongin had finished with Felix, he'd long since passed out from exhaustion and pain. "Jisung!" Jeongin screams when he opens the door to the room. He was never really good at taking care of people.
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