Eternity is cold. // Stray Kids

you will not be anything.

The shorter one of the two, Felix has come to learn that he's Changbin because of how many times Chan has screamed at him. He's strong. He could overpower Felix in a heartbeat if he tried anything.

Regardless of Felix knowing taekwondo, he doesn't want to find out what Changbin was capable of if pissed off. He knows what Jisung said, and he is not about to risk dying to one of them.

He would rather die by doing it himself, thank you very much. A door opens and Felix is thrown inside, landing on top of his wrist. Pain spreads throughout his body, but the worst is his wrist. It feels as if he was being set on fire after being coated in gasoline. His entire body is killing him at the sudden fall.

Biting down hard on his lip, he manages his best glare to the man standing in the doorway. "Don't fucking look at me like that, this is what you deserve," Changbin responds. Felix can't help but glare harder, deserve for what? What has he ever done in his stay?

All he's done is listen to every single command given to him. regardless if he wanted to or not, it wasn't like he had much of a choice. He had to do it, not only for his safety but he was scared of what would happen if one of the older men– or Seungmin, apparently, found Jooyeon.

Felix stays quiet when Changbin turns around. he stays quiet when Changbin completely walks out of view and slams the door shut behind him. It gives him time to look at his surroundings. They put him in a completely white room, with no windows, nothing. It's just a padded white room.

He's heard about this kind of torture method before, everything is supposed to be white to make him lose his own sanity.

He guesses that's the point. To deprive him of everything he is just so they can have more control over him. Just so he won't try to fight back– when has he ever done that? He let Hyunjin take him to Minho when he knew he was going to get hurt. Shouldn't that tell them that they should trust him more?

Maybe, in the end, his kidnappers were never that smart. He still doesn't have clothes on after the Jeongin incident, considering jisung never got the chance to put clothes on him. He doesn't know how much he hates it because he gets to stare at his pale skin. Isn't the purpose of this to make sure that the victim can't feel anything?

The room is always soundproof. There are always lights positioned in every corner so there's no darkness. And everything is white. And while he doesn't know how they thought this was going to work, he doesn't think it's working. Maybe you're not supposed to know how the method works. But did they ever seem to think that he knows more than he lets on?

They're supposed to be smarter than he is, in some aspects they are because clearly, he can't get out no matter how much he wants to. They're smart in the aspect of using Changbin against him because he's obviously stronger than Felix in every way that someone can be, but how smart are they truly? If that's the only thing they can succeed in doing correctly, why can't he convince himself to escape?

Why does he still have the horrible gut feeling that he's always going to be stuck here? He's sure he can outrun them, all he would have to do is wait for the perfect time when no one else is around and take off. Are they smart enough to keep the doors and windows locked?

There's only one thing he can try, and Felix is very interested in seeing if it works. They thought wrong when they put him in here, they didn't know how smart he was. They didn't know how much he wanted to get out. They didn't know that he was going to do everything that he could to get out.

Finally, Felix stands up. He winces at the pain in his wrist, falling on it must have done something, but he doesn't think he wants to know what. His entire body is shaking as he walks to the door and tries to turn the doorknob.