Dear Jesus
Sorry ha? I'm really sorry. I can't be. I'm sorry. I'm sorry. I have no words to say but I'm sorry. Sorry talaga. Sorry. Sorry. Sorry. Sorry. I can't be good enough. I can't be faithful. I can't be selfless. I'm sorry. I remembered the time I told you to use me as a vessel. I remembered how I was eager to meet you and talk to you everyday. I remembered how faithful I am to you those days. Sorry ha? Alam mo ba? nagso-sorry ako pero may desire din ako na gawin 'to dahil gusto kong maligtas sa parusa mo. Pasensya na, Lord ha? I am selfish, sinful, haughty, ill, burden person. I love neglecting what you commanded. I love saying excuses. I love running away. I love complaining and being prideful. I am a mess, and I chose it. So, I'm sorry. I'm sorry for being faithless, I'm sorry for being too undeserving for your love. Thank you for dying for us, though. I wonder if I could be like you, Lord. I wonder if I could sing praises, with my eyes only on you. I wonder if I could walk on a crowd, and speak Your name. I'm sorry for always failing you. I am grateful I met you, and thank you for changing me. I love you, but I'm sorry, I cannot show it. I'm sorry, oh Lord. I am too sinful, dirty rags and a mess. But I want you to know that I'm still waiting for your Salvation.
