2022 DRAMAS THAT GOD SAVED ME FROM, GLORY TO HIM ALWAYS.
Ayaw ko na. Bakit? para saan pa? hindi ko tuloy alam kung kasalanan ko ba o hindi. Hindi ko tuloy alam ang gagawin. Alin ba ang tama at mali? Hindi ko na tuloy alam ang daan. Naliligaw na ba ako ulit? kasalanan ko ba? ako ba 'yung may mali? hindi ko alam. Kasi sa totoo lang, hindi ko na alam. Anong mali? bakit? hindi ko na alam. Dapat pa ba akong manatili sa pinaniniwalaan ko? Anong mali?! I've done enough! bakit? nakakainis. Sa'kin ba 'yung mali? Ako ba? Siguro ganun nga, ganun parin nga ako. Akala ko 'yung mga salita ang magpapagaling sakin, ngayon, ayaw ko na. Gusto ko muna magpahinga.
Lord, I thank you for this day. For all the things you have given us and for all the valleys I have crossed because of your goodness. I thank you for your righteousness because it made me a better person. I praise you for my family, friends, abilities and for staying at my side when I was on my worst. Thank you for hearing me when I cry, thank You for letting me experience how to be loved and to be the best version of myself. I thank you for making me someone that can be an influencer and an encourager. Lord, there are so many time that I should have died, but you always save me. You always give me breath so I can continue my journey and reach my victory. I praise you for all the lessons you taught me. I thank you for making me realize that no matter how messy I am, you will always there to make me a beautiful mess. I thank you for helping me cope the fears that kept on haunting me. I thank you, Lord for teaching me how to fight and making me a warrior. I thank you for even though I was the most messy person, you always tried to make me a masterpiece. I love you and I praise you.
I'm still alive, I was just not publishing (*_*)
