𝐔𝐧𝐞𝐱𝐩𝐞𝐜𝐭𝐞𝐝 𝐥𝐨𝐯𝐞 'Professor Student Romance' (BOOK 1)

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ANIRUDH

I don't know what I'm even doing. I was angry, so angry that I said I would marry Tulika. I regret it. It's been a month now, and Bondita and I haven't spoken, haven't mended things, no texting, nothing. We've become strangers to each other.

What hurts me the most is how much she's changed. She's not the same Bondita. The Bondita I knew was a happy, bubbly girl, always full of life. Now, she's so quiet, barely talking to anyone at college. And that was the only thing I knew she was lying about, but she has to tell me.

She has to because I can't take any action without her telling me, so I waited. I waited for a month, hoping she would come to me and tell me the truth. I kept avoiding her, giving her space, but no, she never said anything.

But I didn't give up. Just a week ago, I came up with a plan-a plan to make Bondita jealous. I knew that if someone truly loves another person, they can't bear to see them with someone else.

I also knew that this was wrong. I was playing with so many people's emotions, but what the fuck else could I do? Bondita wasn't telling me the truth, and I had to know it, no matter what. I'd laid out all my plans, and before the engagement, I needed to explain everything to Tulika. I was fucking sure she'd understand why I couldn't marry her. Maybe she'd even help me make this plan easier.

Today, I talked so badly to Bondita, and she acted like she was totally fine. But I could see it. She was broken. My words hurt her the most. I knew she was holding back her tears so badly. I wanted to hug her and say that I was with her. I wanted to comfort her, but no, I couldn't. And I cursed myself so many fucking times because of it!

I stopped the car in front of the club where I had arranged the bachelor party. This wasn't a bachelor party but a way to find out her truth. I had to know the reality, even if it hurt both of us. I didn't know how I would face Bondita, her broken face. I didn't know. I was so fucked up!

I stepped out of the car and walked inside the club. I wasn't wearing much-just black pants, a white shirt, and a matching black coat. I booked the whole damn club. There were about 20 to 30 people, mostly my friends. It felt weird to have invited my students to a bachelor party, but fuck it, I had to. I knew Mini was coming with Bondita and Batuk. They didn't know about my plan, and I didn't want to tell them.

As I entered the club, a flower fire went off and the music started. It was fucking irritating. I barely talked to my friends, my mind constantly on Bondita. But my words stopped as I saw her stepping inside the club. She was wearing the same dress I gave her: black heels, a red long gown, and her hair down. Fuck!

So fucking gorgeous.

People say fairies only exist in fairy tales, but they're fucking wrong. The only fairy in my life was right in front of me.

But it sucks. I can't go to her and tell her she's taking my breath away, that she's doing something to me, that she's the sunshine in my dark fucking life. I can't say it!

I stood frozen as Bondita and Mini came in and met Batuk. It wasn't my Bondita. My Bondita had been lost for a month! This Bondita didn't smile, didn't talk; she just stared at one place and that was it. Nothing much!

I excused myself from my friends and walked toward Bondita, Mini, and Batuk. As Bondita saw me, her eyes locked onto mine. That was it. I could see how much she wanted to run to me, hug me, and cry so hard, but she looked away and smiled. She was trying her hardest to avoid the fact that I was going to be someone else's. She wanted to move away from me, and fuck it, I was going to make that happen.